Highly Recommended:
*Jamba Juice
*Red Toe Nail Polish
*Modest Mouse
*Hairy Legs that have blonde hair so you can not shave and wear a skirt and no one will notice unless they're very observant, and even then they'll just think you're terribly brave / clever
*Being woken up by an erection
I am full of shiny hope. At this moment, I believe that I can change my entire life if I simply commit to the change. Agree to it on its terms. Breathe, walk, accept the uncomfortable moments as they come.
I bought a new cd. And a jamba juice. So maybe this buoyant positivity I'm surrounded with is the result of the interaction between Modest Mouse and a Jamba Juice Cranberry-something-ass with an energy boost. Or, it could be because I woke up next to a naked man.
Hah. I made that sound like it was some mysterious, sexy person with a nefarious background who will only do me ill, but with whom I have very good sex. And maybe that all could be true. But he's not mysterious. He's Paul. Our work schedules conflict so I don't get to wake up next to him very often, and when I do it's usually a reaction to him punching me because I snore. LOUD. But this morning I woke up because of his erection pressing against my back. And that's just plain fucking lovely. I'm thinking they should sell alarm clocks of erections that gently press against your back. Because then, when you wake up, your first thought is, "A boy thinks I'm hot." Or, more specifically, "The man I love thinks I'm hot."
Highly recommended.