Simple Stargazing, Simple Truths
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Summary: Part of the Bonded Souls series. Set some weeks after "Possession
Is Nine Tenths." The bondmates have returned for a brief visit
home to Earth, and Spock has a moment of peaceful reflection.
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Author's Note: For Janet. Because she matters. As always, my eternal
thanks to her for her excellent and FAST (wow!) BETA.
Simple Stargazing, Simple Truths
stood, relaxed and silent, leaning against the railing of the front
porch. His forearms rested comfortably on the wooden handrail in
front of him, hands hanging loosely.
front garden was beautiful under the light of the stars. The low
bushes and thickly planted garden beds that by day seemed an almost
riotous rainbow of colorful flora were now washed into a pale palette,
leeched of their bright hues by the night's touch and repainted
in every imaginable shade of silver in the spectrum.
slowly, his long fingered hands curling around the railing, Spock
lifted his calm face to gaze with fathomless eyes at the seemingly
endless vista of stars and that peppered the night sky. He felt,
as he always did, a certain sense of proprietorship upon looking
up at the stars above this house. *His* house.
in the extreme to entertain thoughts of ownership over a section
of solar system and perhaps, he reflected, it was not so much the
stars themselves that he claimed tenure to, but the feeling of contentment
they evoked within him.
matter where he and Leonard traveled, no matter what breathtaking
splendor and stunning experiences he encountered nothing in Spock's
opinion could substitute for the beauty of the stars above his home.
tilted his head, his sensual mouth curving into the barest ghost
of a smile, as he heard his beloved clattering about in the kitchen,
no doubt setting himself to the task of preparing their evening
meal. They ate late in their homeplace, a luxury that the military
precision of shipboard life rarely afforded them.
considered the stars once more. They had played a pivotal role in
the lives of many of Earth's historical figures. The mariners of
Earth's ancient shipping lines had navigated their way through foreign
waters with them, unerringly finding their way back home to familiar
shores by plotting their course under the seemingly unchangeable
map of the nights sky.
occurred to Spock at that moment, somewhat poetic but nonetheless
unalterably true. The single bright light that guided Spock's own
journey was not some unnamed star glimmering in the distance of
the night sky.
was closer. And infinitely more constant.
heard the squeak of the screen door, heard a soft footfall behind
him and felt that familiar sense of comfort that somehow always
seemed to pervade him whenever his mate was physically near. Of
course, through the unique bond between their minds, Spock had a
part of Leonard's spirit with him at all times. But there was just
*something* about having the man right next to him...
again, beautiful?" Leonard asked softly, as he stepped up beside
Spock and slid a warm arm around his waist.
leaned slightly into the touch, enjoying his mate's closeness with
no hint of self-consciousness whatsoever. He looked down into Leonard's
face, seeing the fine lines around those intelligent blue eyes,
the touch of silver at his temples. He saw the undeniable mark of
the years passing on that beloved face and could confess to himself
that he found Leonard more beautiful now than he had ever before.
beloved. I am also considering my good fortune," Spock said
yeah?" Leonard grinned, his blue eyes sparkling with mirth
Spock lifted his hand and touched his slender fingers to the hollow
at the base of Leonard's throat, stroking the soft skin gently.
"I find it remarkable... most pleasing, that in the face of
whatever force has attempted to divide us, we have always unerringly
found our way back to each other."
expression softened into profound tenderness. "I can't imagine
life without you, Spock," he said simply. "I just can't."
slid his hand up to cup Leonard's jaw. With gentle insistence, he
lifted his mate's face and descended slowly to kiss him, the barest
of touches. He heard Leonard's breath catch, and he exulted in the
soft sound, at his own ability to so move this man whom he adored.
Deepening the kiss, he wrapped his long arms around Leonard's torso,
pulling him close, feeling the wonderful warmth of his body pressed
against him. He kissed his mate slowly, thoroughly, tasting the
warmth of his mouth with gentle dips of his tongue.
back, he cupped Leonard's face with both hands and gazed down into
a pair of hazy blue eyes. The feelings inside of him flowed without
hesitation through the miraculous bond he shared with his mate.
He held his reason for living, the sum total of his happiness, in
his hands. It was a simple truth, a fundamental realization.
love you," Leonard whispered, his trembling hands lifting to
touch Spock's face.
held each other closely under the gentle light of the stars, simply
enjoying the night sounds and the warmth of each other's bodies.
Later they would eat together in the soft light of the kitchen,
talking lightly of little and unimportant things...
'keeping company', Leonard had always called it.
nestled his cheek a little more into Leonard's hair, appreciating
the softness of it. In the closeness of these moments, these unhurried
and soothing embraces, Spock could admit freely that he adored the
tactile sensation of touching his mate.
body heated a little, hardened slightly, as his thoughts turned
towards more intimate plans. Anticipation rose in his belly as a
sudden image came to him. Leonard, all lean lines and sweat dampened
skin, his long neck stretched back in ecstasy, pinned under Spock's
surging frame as they moved together. Their minds and bodies joined
completely, hands and fingers interlinked... their mouths hot and
demanding, drinking from each other as they worked together in synchronous
rhythm towards fulfillment and completion. The ultimate expression
of their bond.
his shoulder, Leonard chuckled wickedly. "You keep *that* up,
beautiful, and we won't get to eat at all."
arched one sable brow and looked down into a smiling face. "A
pertinent point, beloved," he conceded lightly. "And perhaps,
considering the notion more fully..."
delighted laugh echoed into the night air. "Is *that* what
you're callin' it these days?" He snorted and linked his hands
behind Spock's neck. "Sorry, can't make it tonight, Jim - Spock
and I wanna stay home and 'notion'."
mouth curved into a wry half-smile. "Most amusing."
Leonard took Spock's hand firmly and led him inside. "Dinner
first, lovin' later. *You* might have Vulcan resilience on your
side, but this old hack needs to intake some fuel."
about Leonard's off-hand remark struck a chord within the Vulcan's
chest. He stopped abruptly in the doorway to the living area, pulling
Leonard to him and looking deeply into those loving eyes. A strange
and unformed sense of fear rose in him. A moment of truth that he
had formerly refused to consider.
eyes softened, as he picked up the feelings emanating from his mate.
His reached up gently laid his hand to the side of Spock's somber
face. "Hey... you're not getting' all morose on me now, are
Spock paused, struggling with it, his usual calm implacableness
deserting him, in the face of this realization.
Leonard said softly, tenderness infusing his voice. "Every
creature in the universe has its time. Me included. You always knew
that I wouldn't outlast you. It's not exactly a surprise."
nodded reluctantly. "Indeed, beloved. It is just that I have
never before this moment accepted the reality."
grinned. "Thought I'd live forever, did ya?"
do manage to portray such an impression, Leonard."
my larger than life personality that does it." Leonard's face
grew serious again. "I'm not going anytime soon, beautiful.
I've still got plenty of years left. Don't start the mourning, while
I'm still kicking on strong here."
sighed somewhat ruefully. "A difficult moment of truth,"
he confessed softly.
nodded, his eyes filled with love and understanding. "The simple
ones often are, Spock." He smiled again, pulling Spock into
the kitchen and firmly seating him at the small table. "Eat,"
He ordered in a no-nonsense tone.
up his utensils, Spock tilted his head and regarded his mate fondly,
as Leonard sat down to his own meal with obvious enthusiasm.
Spock's eyes on him, Leonard paused and smiled curiously. "What?"
am just considering another moment of truth, beloved. A far easier
one in this instance."
Leonard," Spock said simply. "For the fact that you love
reached across the table and clasped Spock's forearm. "Beautiful?
You are gonna get *sooo* damn lucky tonight."
lips twitched, as he returned his attention to his meal, reflecting
on just how well his mate knew him. How he could restore his equilibrium
with a few gently teasing remarks. How he could acknowledge and
comprehend Spock's feelings and fears without ever once making him
feel like he had failed by not suppressing them.
had to admit, he was the one that outward views would interpret
as the more intelligent of the couple, but there was no doubt in
Spock's mind that Leonard was by far the wiser.
that, he felt that Leonard comment regarding his luck was now a
rather moot point. He didn't need to 'get' lucky.
cast another affectionate look at his bondmate.