I happened on to the piece "Racist Myths about Mexican Immigrants", and saw the links to other pages. I decided to follow one and found your page about The Whitest Law Schools.
On that page, you make the statement;
Law Schools, for the most part, are a sea of whiteness. A sea of whiteness that contributes to the legal profession being more white than medicine. It is a whiteness that is dangerous, not just to mental health of the individual person of color that gets caught in it, but also to our society. It is an overwhelming display of power and control, maintaining a predominance of whiteness that is unearned and undeserved. I find this statement both offensive and demeaning. And yes, I am a white male, age 33. According to several people, I have the advantage over EVERYONE, including yourself and your ancestors/descendants. When I was a kid, my father was a draftsman. This inspired me to become an Architect.
Let me set you straight on something; I don't have a college diploma. I didn't even graduate high-school. Got my GED when I was 22. Spent most of the last 10 years unemployed. Does that sound to you like an advantage? It isn't. I was not miraculously able to claim "hey, I'm white; let me into college". Nope, I suffered for a long time as an "uneducated" man. Worked several different jobs. In fact, for the tax year 1996 (I think it was '96), I had 6 W-2's and 1099's. And I only worked for 7.5 months that year!!! In 1988 my family relocated from northern Arizona to southern California. From 1988 to 2004, when I relocated back to Arizona, I had over 30 different residences. If you DON'T count the number of times I moved out of one place then back in (as with divorced parents) I moved over 30 times!!! Where was my advantage there? THERE WAS NOT AN ADVANTAGE!!!
Now, let me enlighten you about my situation; I SCREWED MYSELF. I didn't pay attention in school, I didn't complete high-school, I dropped out of community college. I caused pretty much ALL OF MY PROBLEMS. Let me repeat that; I CAUSED ALL OF MY PROBLEMS, ALL BY MYSELF.
Let me tell you a little bit about my time in Job Corps; Firstly, if you are not familiar with Job Corps, let me give you an EXTREMELY small insight; "Free Job Training for 16 to 24 Year Old Low Income Women and Men" That is a quote from the San Jose Job Corps website. I attended in San Jose. So, I go to SJ and start this "school". I believe it was the third day I was there, during my "orientation", I had the following experience; There are approximately 37 "students" in the room. The "teacher" explains that we are going to have a "team-building" exercise that is educational. The teacher begins calling people to the front of the classroom by ethnic background/affiliation. African, Asian, Polynesian, etc. This goes on for about 30 minutes because some of the students are multiple ethnicities and are not sure when to go to the front of the room. At the end of the "exercise", all the students are standing at the front of the room, save one. I sat in my chair, looking at all these people looking at me, feeling a little uncomfortable with having 36 people (39 if you count the teacher, the assistant, and the visitor) staring at me cuz I'm the only schmuck not standing. At that moment, when I already felt a little uncomfortable, the teacher makes a statement along the lines of the following; "All of you people standing at the front of the classroom; your race or ethnic group has at one time or another been oppressed. Most of the oppression has been at the hands of white men." There was more to her statement, but nothing quite as important as that. I wanted to scream. I felt like sinking through the floor would just about be great at that moment. I could not believe my ears. She just stood up there and told those 36 people that if they had a hard life it was because of ME!!! She actually made a statement to that effect as a humorous "tension-breaker" after everyone sat back down. Needless to say, after that experience, I went directly to the director of the program in San Jose (a Philippine woman) and demanded that the "exercise" be removed from the curriculum. I informed her that it was both inappropriate and demeaning, and that it was EVERY BIT AS RACIST AS IF I STOOD THERE AND CALLED HER A "FLIP". She told me it would NOT be removed because it taught a very important lesson. What lesson is that I asked? She explained that people need to understand that they or there ancestors have been oppressed, and that there is a reason behind it. ??????!!!!!!! WTF are you talking about? At that point, she decided to "pull rank" and informed me that she will not tolerate that kind of language and if it continued I would be expelled. So, I left, knowing in my heart that I would never win. Just as I sit here writing this letter knowing I will never win with you.
I quote you again; "It is a whiteness that is dangerous, not just to mental health of the individual person of color that gets caught in it" Well, in the San Jose Job Corps, I was DEFINITELY the minority. There were FAR more Blacks, Asians and Hispanics than "white" people. In fact, in the entire school, over 2000 students, approximately 1100 of which lived at the school. There were only 3 strictly European descent people there, myself included. Men and women both. By only 3 strictly European descent people I mean completely white. No "non-white" or "non-caucasian" ancestors. Like me; English, Irish, German, Welsh, Canadian. Cracker! Peckerwood! Blue-eyed devil! Redneck! Honky! Hick! Hillbilly! Gringo! WHITE!!! That's .15%. POINT FIFTEEN PERCENT!!!!!!!!! If I were to have made a statement like you made above, I would have IMMEDIATELY been branded a racist. On top of all of that, if I were so damned advantaged, why was I in such a lowly state in life that I could even QUALIFY much less actually ATTEND a school for "Free Job Training for 16 to 24 Year Old Low Income Women and Men"? Because I was just as disadvantaged at the time as anyone else in school. More so even than some; in my time at the school (just over a year) I learned that there were actually people there because they were given a choice between jail and Job Corps! Now, not only am I ALREADY DISCRIMINATED against because I am white, I have to fear for my safety. (I make that statement to highlight an issue, just wait) During my time there, I was accosted/threatened/struck/generally harassed over 3 times a week on average. Most of the harassing was done by Hispanics, but some was also done by Asians, Blacks and even whites., Now, the harassment I received at the hands of the Hispanics was directly related to associations I had with other Hispanics; Some of the Mexicans in this dorm didn't like the Puerto Rican in my dorm and I was his friend. The harassment from the whites was because of a couple girls who "hooked-up" with me, then "hooked-up" with someone else and didn't like me calling them sluts. The harassment from the Asians was similar to the Hispanic reasons. High-school type stuff, but potentially dangerous none the less. I did see a brutal stabbing and several beatings while attending. Interestingly enough, the harassment I received at the hands of black men and women was of the "you don't like black people, white boy?" variety in the case of a black girl who liked me but I didn't care much for, or when I was actually physically threatened and told "I saw Mississippi Burning, bitch!" Why didn't the Asians or the Hispanics or anyone else harass me purely because I was white??? Must be all that advantage I have.
Ultimately I was kicked out of the school because of a fight that happened. Or, not really a fight, but a scuffle. It was between me and a guy I at that time called my friend. He was black. And Mexican. Jason Martinez. (Coincidentally, I also had a roommate at the time with the same exact name, middle initial and all, but he was strictly Hispanic descent). Anyway, we were on the San Jose State University campus, which was forbidden because of past problems. At any rate, we had a disagreement, he shoved me, I slapped him, he pulled a knife. I left the scene, and was nearing the exit from the campus when the campus police arrived, arrested both of us and took is to jail. Upon my release, I was informed by the school that I was being expelled. I asked the fate of Jason and was informed that he was being sent home for a short time and would be returning after his "suspension". The advantage I had at that moment allowed me to break down into crying because I had just lost the best chance I had ever and probably would ever have for a "formal" education. See, I was in a culinary class, as was Jason. At any rate, I was just about 5 weeks from completion, at which point I had the possible opportunity to continue my culinary education at their "advanced" school on Treasure Island in San Francisco Bay. Needless to say, I did NOT finish the class, and did NOT attend the advanced school.
Let me make my point. I earlier wrote that your statement was both offensive and demeaning. It is offensive in that you are perpetuating the stereotype of the "powerful white man" and demeaning any other race in that you are essentially telling them "don't bother cuz you ain't gonna make it" After reading this piece, if I were a minority, I would seriously think twice about my chances of getting into such a "whitewashed" institution as law school.
It is NOT because I am white. Just as the lack of black/African-American law-school students is NOT BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK!!! It's simply because there are not enough that are willing or able to both overcome the fear instilled by your type of rhetoric, AND do well enough in school to get into the law school(s).
We make choices in our lives. I made some bad ones. I STILL don't have any formal post-high school education to speak of. Interestingly enough, if I WERE to move back to California, I can request minority assistance at Oxnard College, and GET IT! That must STILL be because of those advantages I have…
For your knowledge, I am also posting this to my blog, http://server.thegillfamily.us/vernsblog, which you are welcome to read, and or comment on.