today i will blog about nothing
i will blog about a book i am reading called 'animal liberation'
the book uses only facts
it says that factory farming and eating animals is worse than how white people treated black people as slaves
i think this is true
it's a fact
but what about amoebas and bacteria and those microscopic bears?
we kill these things by doing laundry, by using anti-bacteria wipes, etc., and we don't know how painful it is to die in the laundry or things like that
i'm not joking right now
i'm being serious
these are factual things
those microscopic bears probably feel pain
this is completely not a joke
i'm just taking into consideration more things
before slavery was illegal it was probably a joke to say black people should be free, before women could vote, before homosexuals in america were treated not as sinful beasts, before animals had anti-cruelty laws, before animals had the same consideration given to them in regards to pain and suffering as humans, etc.
i'm not joking about microscopic bears
and eventually i think inanimate objects will have to be given consideration too
if you read this on mcsweeney's or edrants or anywhere else it would be a joke, it would be farce or satire
i really don't like farce or satire
i always agree with the farce or the satire
a modest proposal, about eating babies
yes, what's so funny and absurd about that?
if people eat pigs they should eat babies also
i want to be very serious right now
if a person is serious about reducing pain and suffering in the world they should probably study... i don't know
they should probably study computers
so they can create computer models that will tell them factually what to do
if the computer tells them to kill all humans then if the person is serious about reducing overall pain and suffering in the world the person should kill all humans
they probably should study computers, not spend their time voting or lobbying for politicians or writing books on why to be a vegetarian
i don't know
i'm not being self-righteous
i'm also not being david foster wallace and saying that i'm an asshole who doesn't care about anything (he said that in the lobster essay in order to appear 'cool,' i think)
i'm not accusing anyone or telling people what to do
i'm just letting some facts go in my head and create new facts
earth is .00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001 percent of the universe
the time one human life exists is .00000000000000000000000000000000000000000001 percent of the time that the universe has existed
what does this mean?
i don't know
it is a logical fallacy to say that something does not matter because it is so insignificant
something that does not matter is something that does not exist
otherwise it matters
even .000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001 is not the same as 0
but it is also a logical fallacy to defend your actions by saying that 'at least you are doing something'
you are either constantly trying to do more or you must admit you are not 'serious' about what you are doing
but i know that doing a little is more than doing nothing
but i also know that there is no factual reason why anyone would want to do anything
the universe is messageless
the only factual message the universe gives us is the laws of physics
to not move and not be conscious and let the laws move you like a rock falling or a river flowing or a planet orbiting
what am i trying to say right now?
i don't know
these are literary concerns to me
these are things i consider in my writing because i try to consider as much as possible
so i am not being 'off-topic'
okay
this has been tao lin blogging about nothing
tao lin wishes you a merry christmas
good night