It's one of those weird things about getting older. You make more money, but you have less money to spend on things like video games.
I find my money going away - meals, insurance, taxes, eyeball zapping surgery, airline tickets, hotel rooms, parties, parking, all kinds of little things that add up to lots of money.
And I look over and say, hey, I want that game, but do I sixty dollars want that game?
There's a way around it, too - one that, in my younger days, I'd never do.
Sell back my old video games.
But it can be so hard to do.
I have a thing about media. I never throw away books or CDs. I keep them for, well, forever. The only CD I've ever really sold was a Damn Yankees CD someone had planted in my car (and no, not the one with High Enough) in high school. I tried to sell Chris Connelly's Phenobarb Bambalam, which I bought by accident after mixing him up with Chris Cornell (and assuming that I'd like it after listening to too much Ministry) but now, after the record store laughed at me and about a decade later, I kind of like that album. A little bit.
It's on my iPod, but then again, every CD I own is on my iPod. Including such classics as Green Jelly's Cereal Killer soundtrack, the entire Smithsonian collection of classic jazz, the 1992 Florida State University marching band CD, and the soundtrack to Jurassic Park. Plus a lot of other music. But I digress.
So I hate getting rid of things. Even the worst books I own I still re-read occasionally (such as Virtual Death) just to make myself feel better about my attempts at writing. Sure, I haven't been published - yet - but at least I haven't inflicted some of the books that I've read in the past on the public.
Anyways, so I hate getting rid of some things. It took me forever to give up some video games, and ironically, it really helped when I started writing for GamersInfo to encourage me to get rid of games. I laughed at the cashier when he gave me $1 for my copy of Stolen.
But everytime I go through my collection of games, I find it hard to get rid of some games.
This time I'm getting ready to go get a copy of Bioshock (yes, yes, I've been lazy in getting it) and Medal of Honor: Airborne. I figure that I should clear out some of my 360 games I don't play. So I take a look.
Tenchu Z? That's an easy choice.
Forza Motorsport 2? I just can't get that much into simulationist racing games.
Just Cause? Done with it.
Call of Duty 2? We don't play it anymore.
Some other games I should probably get rid of, but I don't. I haven't played Prey since I beat it, nor The Outfit, but I don't get rid of those - they were fun enough I could imagine playing them again.
Then that leaves some of the other games.
Madden 2007 - Despite my love of pro football, I have a really hard time getting into the Madden games. They're just flat-out hard. Now when NFL Tour comes out in January, I'll be all over that...
Ghost Recon Advanced Warfighter was fun, but I just couldn't stick with it due to various reasons (which you'll see in my review). I don't mind giving this one up.
Project Gotham Racing 3 was one of the first games I bought for the 360 and just didn't play it a lot. Mostly 'cause it's more like Forza than Burnout, I guess.
Splinter Cell Double Agent is another game like the Madden games, where I want to get into them but just can't.
And that leaves Rainbow Six Vegas, which I bought used and might not be able to get a lot for, but I did like the game a good bit and should go back and play more of it. Then again, a coworker wants to buy it off of me...
But I've kept my other games. Sure, most of my original Xbox games have been sold or given away, with the exception of Halo and Halo 2. (And I do have my pre-order for the Legendary edition of Halo 3...only 3 weeks!) I'm keeping Crackdown, Call of Duty 3, and Dead Rising. And Gears of War is a no-brainer to keep (especially as I have a collector's edition of it).
But still, at the same time, there's that little voice in my head...
What if I want to play one of those games I'm selling again?
(Well, one of them other than Tenchu Z. I'm not worried about that.)
I'm sure I'll get over it.