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November 5, 2007

I Had Never Spanked Her Pussy Before

I was fairly certain she wanted to be spanked.

But not like that.

Laying next to her in bed, I had gripped her throat and felt her pulse beneath my fingers. I watched her body release tension. I watched her become pliable. I watched her give in.

After that, I had bitten her neck, torso and thighs. Because I love to bite.

Then, because I had always wondered what it would be like, I began to spank her pussy.

Watching her face was priceless. I was absolutely rapt as I watched her expression change again and again.

It was polar. She was angry. It hurt. She loved it. It hurt.

She made really cute irritated noises.

She clearly didn't want me to do it anymore.

And she really wanted me to keep going.

When she closed her legs tightly, I spread them again. I took special care to hold them open for a few moments before resuming. I didn't say a word.

Sometimes it looked as though she might come.

Sometimes it looked like she was going to lash out in anger.

And I spanked her pussy more.

Later, I kneeled and held her legs up against my torso with one arm. I spanked her bottom with my free hand.

When she shielded herself, I simply stopped and told her to put her hand down.

She complied, and I continued

When she covered herself a second time, I stopped and told her to put her hand down.

She did.

And I spanked her more.

She covered her face with a pillow and began to sob softly.

She never asked me to stop. She never used her safe word.

When I was finished, I pulled her close and petted her.

I told her she was my good girl.

My very good girl.

It took her a long time to process what happened. When we talked about it a few days later, she told me she felt it was the first time that I really had taken what I wanted.

She said it was the first time she had fully felt surrender.

I think it was the night I became a dom.

[+] Posted by Sinner, who was transgressing at the time (November 5, 2007 11:45 PM) by controlling evil. [+]


Kaii said:

I REALLY enjoyed this....very nice.

Do you give lessons, I have a little playmate of mine that I would like you to talk to about "taking what he wants".

Love ya, baby ;)

Thanks for saying so!

Well, you can lead a horse to water...

I am still continuing to learn, myself. If there was a way to make all of the mental connections and get the revelations in a few easy steps... Somebody would be wealthy by now.

For me, there has been lots of unlearning and lots of relaxing the internal censor. And lots of giving myself permission. My head has exploded so many times with each new revelation I can't even tell you.

No reason for you to break him in, if that's not what you need.


luna said:

I love pussy spanking! It's definitely a no/yes/no/yes play activity. It feels like a complete act of submission and surrender.

This was written so well. :)

Thank you for the compliment!

Flower may not like it, but I am officially adding it to my repertoire. ;)


Fluence said:

Wow, I really like the way you write things like this.

It's so clear, almost clinical, it gives a real sense of someone who doesn't need to impress, who just knows they'll be obeyed.

It means a lot to me that you enjoyed it.

The night was a watershed night for me. It's still hard to put into words everything that I thought or felt, but I wanted to clearly express what I did and how I did it and how Flower reacted.

I'm learning that less can be much more, linguistically.

Thank you.


puppet said:

Just stumbled in here and found myself in awe of Your writings. Your ability to convey the thoughts within Your mind and life are breathtaking, there are not many people who can write or relay the feelings within themselves as You do.
Do You write poetry by any chance? If not, You should.
Anyway i shall not rave on, Well wishes to You Sinner, i shall be sure to go through Your archives and read with bated breath


It's been a while since my muse took me in such a way. If you examine the posts in my writing category, you will find times where I specifically intended the writing to be more poetic. Other times I drift in and out of poetic language... But you can be the judge of that.

In the case of this post, I really wanted to distill the language to be spare and to represent what transpired, without trying to be traditionally journalistic.

I'm glad you enjoyed it!


Venus said:

This is a huge fantasy of mine. I wrote about it a few weeks back. Your Flower is a lucky woman.

You might still need to explore your darker side more fully after all. One of these days you will know for sure. ~S
lolidoll said:

Stop reading my mind...

Heh heh! Maybe I can!

Sass said:

This captivated me. Very well written.

Thank you, Sass!


Mandy Muse said:

Just like old times. Minus the safe word :)

Mandy, it's nice to hear from you!

I hope you enjoyed reading.


STEVE said:



One of the reasons I wrote this account in the style I did was to give the theatre of your mind the opportunity to create the details the way only you can envision it. I honestly have no way of knowing if my relaying the events of my experience is the same as what you see in your mind's eye.

Porn is pretty personal. When you see something transpire on screen, one little thing wrong or out of place and you close the window or fast-forward to the money shot.

Thanks very much for the huge compliment!

I am really happy you enjoyed what I wrote.


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