Hi Diana,
I have never actually done this before or gone on the internet with my problems but from reading all the other stories and your answers I can tell you give good advice. Anyways I have been with my boyfriend for about a year and a half and I love him more than anything. He is in the Army and currently in Arizona for AIT. Last year I lived with him and his family due to my family problems and now that I started college this year and he went to basic training.
I never thought in a million years I would ever do anything stupid to mess our relationship up. We had planned on getting married and I know he is the one. He comes home in 15 days for Christmas and he was going to propose to me. We have even been talking about starting a family even though we are still so young but that’s just how much we are crazy about each other.
He left for basic the end of August, in the middle of September I went out with my best friend and got drunk and had sex with another guy. I was so ashamed of myself because I’m not one for cheating and I did sadly. I had no reason to whatsoever because my boyfriend gives me everything and is the best guy in the world. The worst part is I’m extremely close to his family and they give me everything and help me out A LOT. So not only did I deceive my boyfriend but also his family. I consider them more family than mine.
Anyways after that night I was so ashamed and I blocked the guy from Facebook and Twitter and we never talked after that night once. Last night after my boyfriend and I got off the phone to go to bed he called me about half an hour later and confronted me about cheating on him. The other guy had called him and straight up told him because he didn’t know I had a boyfriend and felt bad. I instantly broke into tears and just admitted it and I know it tore him up. At first he said he wanted to end everything between us and that we were done.
I think he realized my remorse and decided to give me a second chance but he said there was going to be punishment. He said he was going to keep everything saying single for himself but I needed to act like I was still in a relationship for a few days. He also said he was going to have sex with as many girls as he wants as my punishment to get back at me and that if I still wanted to stay together I needed to accept it and trust him that things would eventually go back the same after New Year’s (which is the time he gave himself to get with other girls). He also said if I’m not in school or at work he wants he at his family’s house ALL the time.
I love him so much and I know I did him wrong and I want to be with him but I don’t know what to do and need help. All my friends say he isn’t really going to go out and have sex with girls and that he is just angry but I think he will. What should I do?
Thanks so much,
Elizabeth
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