CBS News/ February 19, 2013, 5:06 PM

Oscar Pistorius' account of fatal shooting, in his own words

Oscar Pistorius, the famed double amputee South African Olympian, has been charged by prosecutors with intentionally murdering his girlfriend Reeva Steenkamp in his Pretoria home.

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Pistorius: I thought girlfriend was a burglar

He has said it was an accident, that he mistook her for a burglar when he fired several rounds through a locked bathroom door with a 9mm pistol. When a judge ruled Tuesday that he could not outright dismiss the prosecution's premeditated murder charge, Pistorius told his side of the story to the court on the same day Steenkamp's family laid her to rest in coastal Port Elizabeth.

The following are the portions of the statement Pistorius' lawyers submitted to the court via an affadavit that offer his view of the tragic events of this past Valentine's Day:

  • 16.2 I have been informed that I am accused of having committed the offence of murder. I deny the aforesaid allegation in the strongest terms.
  • 16.3 I am advised that I do not have to deal with the merits of the case for purposes of the bail application. However, I believe that it is appropriate to deal with the merits in this application, particularly in view of the State's contention that I planned to murder Reeva. Nothing can be further from the truth and I have no doubt that it is not possible for the State to present objective facts to substantiate such an allegation, as there is no substance in the allegation. I do not know on what different facts the allegation of a premeditated murder could be premised and I respectfully request the State to furnish me with such alleged facts in order to allow me to refute such allegations.
  • 16.4 On the 13th of February 2013 Reeva would have gone out with her friends and I with my friends. Reeva then called me and asked that we rather spend the evening at home. I agreed and we were content to have a quiet dinner together at home. By about 22h00 on 13 February 2013 we were in our bedroom. She was doing her yoga exercises and I was in bed watching television. My prosthetic legs were off. We were deeply in love and I could not be happier. I know she felt the same way. She had given me a present for Valentine's Day but asked me only to open it the next day.
  • 16.5 After Reeva finished her yoga exercises she got into bed and we both fell asleep.
  • 16.6 I am acutely aware of violent crime being committed by intruders entering homes with a view to commit crime, including violent crime. I have received death threats before. I have also been a victim of violence and of burglaries before. For that reason I kept my firearm, a 9 mm Parabellum, underneath my bed when I went to bed at night.
  • 16.7 During the early morning hours of 14 February 2013, I woke up, went onto the balcony to bring the fan in and closed the sliding doors, the blinds and the curtains. I heard a noise in the bathroom and realised that someone was in the bathroom.
  • 16.8 I felt a sense of terror rushing over me. There are no burglar bars across the bathroom window and I knew that contractors who worked at my house had left the ladders outside. Although I did not have my prosthetic legs on I have mobility on my stumps.
  • 16.9 I believed that someone had entered my house. I was too scared to switch a light on.
  • 16.10 I grabbed my 9mm pistol from underneath my bed. On my way to the bathroom I screamed words to the effect for him/them to get out of my house and for Reeva to phone the police. It was pitch dark in the bedroom and I thought Reeva was in bed.
  • 16.11 I noticed that the bathroom window was open. I realised that the intruder/s was/were in the toilet because the toilet door was closed and I did not see anyone in the bathroom. I heard movement inside the toilet. The toilet is inside the bathroom and has a separate door.
  • 16.12 It filled me with horror and fear of an intruder or intruders being inside the toilet. I thought he or they must have entered through the unprotected window. As I did not have my prosthetic legs on and felt extremely vulnerable, I knew I had to protect Reeva and myself. I believed that when the intruder/s came out of the toilet we would be in grave danger. I felt trapped as my bedroom door was locked and I have limited mobility on my stumps.
  • 16.13 I fired shots at the toilet door and shouted to Reeva to phone the police. She did not respond and I moved backwards out of the bathroom, keeping my eyes on the bathroom entrance. Everything was pitch dark in the bedroom and I was still too scared to switch on a light. Reeva was not responding.
  • 16.14 When I reached the bed, I realised that Reeva was not in bed. That is when it dawned on me that it could have been Reeva who was in the toilet. I returned to the bathroom calling her name. I tried to open the toilet door but it was locked. I rushed back into the bedroom and opened the sliding door exiting onto the balcony and screamed for help.
  • 16.15 I put on my prosthetic legs, ran back to the bathroom and tried to kick the toilet door open. I think I must then have turned on the lights. I went back into the bedroom and grabbed my cricket bat to bash open the toilet door. A panel or panels broke off and I found the key on the floor and unlocked and opened the door. Reeva was slumped over but alive.
  • 16.16 I battled to get her out of the toilet and pulled her into the bathroom. I phoned Johan Stander ("Stander") who was involved in the administration of the estate and asked him to phone the ambulance. I phoned Netcare and asked for help. I went downstairs to open the front door.
  • 16.17 I returned to the bathroom and picked Reeva up as I had been told not to wait for the paramedics, but to take her to hospital. I carried her downstairs in order to take her to the hospital. On my way down Stander arrived. A doctor who lives in the complex also arrived. Downstairs, I tried to render the assistance to Reeva that I could, but she died in my arms.
  • 16.18 I am absolutely mortified by the events and the devastating loss of my beloved Reeva. With the benefit of hindsight I believe that Reeva went to the toilet when I went out on the balcony to bring the fan in. I cannot bear to think of the suffering I have caused her and her family, knowing how much she was loved. I also know that the events of that tragic night were as I have described them and that in due course I have no doubt the police and expert investigators will bear this out.

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winemaster2 says:
Double amputee or not, from all the information that is public about this guy and the story he is telling, there are too many holes. He is just pure simple paranoid hot head, who conjures up a state of mind to justify his behavior relative to himself and the society he lives in. He carries a gun, that according to public information is not licensed. The other witness testimony is that he and she had a hour long argument around 2 to 3 am. I my self at age 73 and an ex-Olympian and a Ph.D Forensic Toxicologist think that he is a performance drug abuser, and works up into hostile and angry state of mind, which is not compatible with their relationship. One would hope that the cops took blood samples for him for analysis. So he woke up to bring to and wanted to bring in the fan and close the balcony door. That means that their was initially no imminent danger when they went to bed. In in order to bring in the fan and close the door, he must have put on his artificial legs. That process and his walking out to bring in the fan and close the door required some light, and hence he must have turned the light on in the bedroom. And noticed that his girl friend not in the bed. He states that he herd some strange noises in the bath room and assumed it was a burglar. He reaction was to pick up the gun from under his bed and his statement is that he did all in the dark. I believe that he is lying that he kept the gun under the bed.

In a way it is immaterial that his girl friend was the victim. His act of firing four shots through the door is a clear indication that his intend was to kill. Before he fired he could have called out his girl friends name to ascertain her where about. Looks like that after firing the gun, he had remorse and knew that he shot her. I think the prosecutor has offered much too much non essential information at this bail hearing. His intend to kill is obvious and he did kill and he had a mind set for it. No body attacked or broke into his residence. Of course now he is remorseful his state of mind has changed and he is facing murder charges. The murder did take place, he used a gun with premeditation and intend to kill. There has been no violence shown from the other party, which was not a burglar.

The judge should deny bail and fast track a murder trial.
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2012CK replies:
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While I agree that his story is highly questionable, but you're jumping to conclusions that have no foundation in fact. You think that he is a "performance drug abuser"? Based on what? Because he has anger issues? There are many people with anger issues that don't use performance drugs.
He must have put on his artificial legs? You have no idea whether he can get around on his "stumps" or not. And you believe that he is lying that kept the gun under the bed? You assume that he is a drug abuser with anger issues, but it's too far-fetched that he would keep a gun by the bed?
Let the police conduct an investigation before you round up the lynch mob.
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catbyte says:
What a load.
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OHMaven says:
During his testimony Oscar Pistorius NEVER explained how Reeva sustained a blunt injury to her head and why his cricket bat had her blood on it? Perhaps, it occurred after he fired off the four shots, broke a couple panels in the door (and whoola, the key to the bathroom falls just happens on the floor for him to retrieve and unlock). Then is when he finds her slumped over. He called his friend immediately and carried her down the stairs. His neighbors called the police because they heard shouting (before the windows were closed) and knew something bad was going on.
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michaelamsterdam says:
An interesting variation on the classic, "SODDI" defense (Some Other Dude Done It)

With a page taken from the George Zimmerman playbook..."I was in extreme fear of my life...although I generally work overtime at trying to project the image of a really macho, afraid-of-nothing kind of guy"

So...the REAL culprit is a mysterious and terrifying intruder (probably black) who set the whole tragedy in motion with his mysteriously terrifying, menacing, INVENTED presence

The police should round up the usual suspects...right after marching in the parade held to celebrate Oscar's being cleared of all charges...

But don't line the streets to applaud his vindication too soon...

If every word of Pistorius' implausible account were true, he is still guilty of manslaughter several times over.

And I don't for an instant believe that every word is true
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andthetruthis replies:
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Nothing whatsoever to do with 'Some Other Dude Done it'.He's said from the start he shot her by mistake.
michaelamsterdam replies:
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And I said IMAGINARY presense...

Not because he was mistaken...but because he's lying
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NotLobamatomized says:
His story is not believable, when he went to get his gun from underneath the bed, how can he not notice that she wasn't there or not saying a word to her? Maybe he didn't want to disturb her sleep when he believes that a intruder is in the house?
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1pheasant1 replies:
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Actually, he invented that.
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1pheasant1 says:
It would be safer to date somebody that didn't bear arms.
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NotLobamatomized replies:
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So you prefer he stabs her instead?
Knives are readily available without any background check!

It would be safer to date somebody that's mentally balanced.....you meant to say?
1pheasant1 replies:
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He didn't bear legs.
Do you understand, now?
Lighten up a little, you unbalanced Tea Sipper.
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andthetruthis says:
I can't believe his attorney agreed to let him offer this nonsense as a defense. No bedroom on this earth is so 'pitch dark' you can't see someone right next to you in your bed. You're yelling and your wife doesn't wake and comes running? Guy breaks in to use your toilet,instead of going back out the window? Is this the stupidest so-called defense you've ever heard? When did he use the bloody cricket club on this 'burglar'? If she wanted to leave,just let her.
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1pheasant1 says:
Heard in the courtroom, "It's like a sauna in here."
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sweetcakesmaria says:
I can't imagine anyone being that afraid of not something that he had seen but simply a noise that was heard. How can anyone justify someone randomly firing a gun into the dark of night inside of a house simply because of a noise they heard when other family members are inside the house.
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BigBlivefromny says:
Lying piece of garbage. Will bet you she had been talking about leaving his crazy butt and he couldn't handle the rejection and decided to waste her. Bet he really is distraught she is dead. But he obviously did it. HELLO, people get up to pee in the middle of the night! You hear someone in the toilet and figure its a robber? Really!? what was the robber doing in the toilet?
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