'It just hurts so bad!': Porscha Stewart breaks down in tears as she misses Kordell on Real Housewives Of Atlanta

By Shyam Dodge

PUBLISHED: 03:06 EST, 27 December 2013 | UPDATED: 03:06 EST, 27 December 2013

When she looks in the mirror Porscha Stewart says she can't help but cry.

The 32-year-old reveals in a new sneak peek trailer for Sunday's episode of The Real Housewives Of Atlanta her ongoing heartbreak over her divorce from ex husband Kordell Stewart.

The dramatic reality star sobs in the just released clip that 'it just hurts so bad' as she seeks comfort in the arms of co-star NeNe Leakes.

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Breakdown: Porscha Stewart reveals her heartbreak to NeNe Leakes in sneak peek for Sunday's episode of The Real Housewives Of Atlanta

Breakdown: Porscha Stewart reveals her heartbreak to NeNe Leakes in sneak peek for Sunday's episode of The Real Housewives Of Atlanta

Porscha confesses to NeNe that when she is 'doing my make-up' or fixing her hair, the pain of her now defunct two-year marriage can sometimes overwhelm her.

But the television personality's latest breakdown is due to stalking Instagram to catch a glimpse of her former stepson Syre.

Porscha sobs: 'I try not to talk about it because I can’t get a word out. It just hurts so bad.'

In pain: The 32-year-old sobbed 'it just hurts so bad'

In pain: The 32-year-old sobbed 'it just hurts so bad'


NeNe interjects as a voice of experience and wisdom regarding divorce: 'You go from sad to hurt to bitter to "I can't stand you!"'

She then offers sagely, 'it takes time for those feelings to go away,' she says of her friend's recently finalised divorce.

But NeNe takes on a much more frank tone as she talks behind her co-star's back to the cameras: 'I’ve tried to be there to support Porsha, but our relationship is very one-sided. It’s very frustrating.'

Bitter: The reality star admitted she can't get over her ex Kordell Stewart

Bitter: The reality star admitted she can't get over her ex Kordell Stewart

Talking it out: NeNe explained the emotional stages of divorce

Talking it out: NeNe explained the emotional stages of divorce

Meanwhile, Porscha shows a more calm and collected side when it's her turn to break the fourth wall: 'As much as I want to get over Kordell, being around these different women talking about children and babies, it just made me think about the family that I wanted and the family that we shared.'

But while Porscha is digging deep into her grief over her failed marriage, she is hot off the heels of an embarrassing and very public display of historical ignorance.

The reality star, whose grandfather was famous civil rights leader Hosea Williams, revealed that she thought the Underground Railroad was a real train on last Sunday night's episode of RHOA.

Letting loose: The dramatic star lets herself go in the upcoming episode

Letting loose: The dramatic star lets herself go in the upcoming episode

Porsha and her cast-mates were seen going on a so-called Freedom Trail tour in Savannah, where they visited a church used as part of the Underground Railroad, the term given to the network of people who helped slaves escape from the South to the North during the 1800s.

The tour guide explained to the women that the holes in the floor of the church were used as ventilation for the people passing through a secret crawl space under the building.

Porsha then expressed her confusion, and betrayed her ignorance.

One-sided: After hugging it out NeNe told the cameras that being friends with Porscha was frustrating

One-sided: After hugging it out NeNe told the cameras that being friends with Porscha was frustrating

'Well there has to be an opening for the railroad at some point because somebody's driving the train,' Porsha replied, genuinely perplexed.

'It's not electric like what we have now,' she added as the tour guide laughed nervously.

'It wasn't a train, baby,' Phaedra Parks said as the other cast-members stood by in shock. 'That was just a euphemism, baby.'

'It's almost hurtful to watch her be so dumb,' Kenya Moore commented afterward.

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Quit crying over spelt milk, move on!

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All acting, sure I read Nene wanted Porsche off the show and thought the split was fake LOLOL

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ne ne was stripper and gladly took home and put in her account gregs money so what is doing there?

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*correction, you miss his money?

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Whattabuncha hair-hatted-hooligans.

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Baby, I ain't got no money or anything, but I'll still love you ... Pretty little thing you ... Who cares if you don't know your history

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are you blind...she is not at all pretty.

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Jude Faemer Are you blind...she IS pretty!!!

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More scripted "heartbreak"

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drama queen

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silence is the best answer for a fool,after calling him names and abusing him through the media.now you are missing him.it is an inner characteristics and good attributes that makes you a queen in life.not just the facial beauty. she is so fake........dumb girl

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Kordell was controlling and came across as unpleasant.

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lets not confuse the situation this girl was wanting his $$$$$$

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