not much of an excuse

December 29, 2010 - 12:24 am 1 Comment

I know I’ve been quiet over here, but I’ve been overwhelmed for sure. I’m done with the silence, though, and I’m trying to come up with an idea for which direction I want this blog to take. I miss being able to share the goings on in my life. Part of the problem is my present relationship status: awkward. Another problem is my complete and utter lack of a camera that works. I was borrowing Angela’s, which I still need to return, but the battery has died and I am without again.

I’ve been working on compiling a list of goals for 2011. I’m looking forward to recapping my list of goals for this last year, and discussing which goals I may want to take forward. I am not sure how many goals I want to do this next year. I’m torn between focusing on a big goal each month, or doing it like I did this last year. I just feel like there were some months last year where I didn’t really make much progress. I’ve felt stagnant for awhile. I don’t know.

How was your Christmas? Mine was truly awkward. It felt rushed, and different, and I feel lost somehow. If you had asked me last year where I thought I would be at this time, it wouldn’t be here. Brother is in Afghanistan, Grandma is sick (still) and I found myself single for the first time in two and a half years. And uncertain. Everything feels so strange.

I’m still not sure what to do with myself.

One Response to “not much of an excuse”

  1. Andrea Says:

    I was impressed with all that you accomplished this last year. Sometimes we beat ourselves up for not getting everything done that we wanted that we forget to congratulate ourselves on what we did get accomplished. So cheers to you darling you did good this year.

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