'I've cried so much': Million Dollar Listing star Fredrik Eklund reveals surrogate miscarried twins
Million Dollar Listings New York star Fredrik Eklund has revealed his heartache after a surrogate carrying twins suffered a miscarriage.
The real estate mogul, who is married to artist Derek Kaplan, shared the news with his Instagram followers on Monday.
The couple documented their quest for a daughter on the show and they had already picked out a name - Milla.
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Heartache: Million Dollar Listings New York star Fredrik Eklund and his husband Derek Kaplan
Frederik wrote, 'I'm sad to share we've had a failed pregnancy. I have cried so much that I can't cry anymore. We were pregnant with twins but we're not anymore.'
'I chose to share this here, because I made this quest for Milla (and hopefully her sibling) public a long time ago. Every day I meet people congratulating me and Derek on the baby news, I get baby clothes sent to the office by kind strangers, and it seems that more people are invested in our little family than I could ever imagine.
'The last couple of days I couldn't take it anymore, to upkeep this perception of happiness and success when I've been a total sad mess inside. I've felt like a failure and that I'll never get to where I want to go: for me and Derek to finally become parents. I've heard these stories so many times before, about couples who've tried so hard and for so long but now I fully understand how difficult it can be.'
Showing support: The couple has always shown support for each other as seen here in a pic from their 2013 wedding in the Florida Keys
Fredrik said he is seeking comfort in family and friends and the couple's beloved dogs.
He also said they will try again, adding, 'We have to. I'm not giving up.'
He concluded, 'I wonder... where is she now? Is she already out there somewhere, above? Is she waiting for us like she's always been waiting, just a little longer? Can she see all of this, but just doesn't have a worldly form yet to reach out, give me a sign and make me stronger?'
Puppy love: The couple has found comfort from their dogs Mouse and Fritzy
The couple got married in February 2013 on Little Palm Island located in the Florida Keys and Kaplan has been
Recently it has been rumored that Eklund may not return for the next season of his hit reality show.
However according to a TMZ report, Fredrik's manager Steven Grossman says, 'Eklund will definitely be back next season.'
Wedding day: Eklund and Kaplan shared a loving kiss in their February 2013 wedding
Beachy paradise: Eklund And his husband enjoy Christmas Day on the beach In Maui
Million dollar mogul: Fredrik Eklund on Bravo's Million Dollar Listing New York
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