So I’ve been thinking of joining the gym!
That - and cycling - has become the latest obsession it seems, and I can't bare to miss out.
I joined the coolest one I could, with the grooviest people and then set out to buy the clothes. I thought I’d start in Brighton as it’s full of the trendy and young; and I’m all about being enthused by this energy.
Parking in the only space I could find, I walked for miles buying all the stuff. Such fun! Pedometers, water bottles, and an outfit and trainers so unbelievably expensive I can really only justify wearing them for best!
That done, I was wrecked! So instead of the the gym - I went home for tea and a nice piece of carrot cake! I know that it’s never wise to rush into a challenge, there would be plenty of time for me to work out on those instruments of torture over the next few days!
"No wonder they all had corns in those days!"
The next day I went to Goodwood for the Revival. I dressed in my 1950’s kit, with crippling shoes - no wonder they all had corns in those days - and set off. It was chaotic. I had to park so far away, the only way I could ever find my car again was to get as close to the Wall Of Death, and use it as a reference point. I was there with A-L and her chap, and loads of their family and friends for hours it seemed.
We had a ball - I had to buy another shooting stick - I have hundreds now, I could open a shop with them - and at about 5 pm, after I’d had enough of admiring pistons I thought I’d sneak off. With gritted teeth and bleeding feet I set off on the long arduous journey to the sanctuary of my car. 30 minutes later I finally saw it in the distance, and as I set a course to get it, my phone rang - it was Binks. “Where are you?" she asked "we’ve just arrived!"
"On my way home darling," I said. "I’ve had enough - I’m exhausted."
"Oh don’t be so boring," said she, "stay, we can go on the funfair and eat candy-floss and I’ll buy you an ice-cream!" The fact I have no willpower (I never have) didn’t surprise me, but you'd have thought I'd have had more sense!
I turned course and made my way back, eventually found the three of them, all being gorgeous and funny and bad - and it was worth it. We ate ice cream, went on the rides, and I laughed! At about 8pm - now shoe-less - I (leaning on my much loved son’s arm) limped back to the car, and home.
I still haven’t had the energy to get to the gym - do you ever I wonder? Will it ever make me feel better? Will I ever wake up with a burning desire to go and work up a sweat for an hour or so, or am I deluding myself?
I have managed to slip into the outfit and wander around the shops where the cool people go - and hopefully look the part! But I pray that nobody actually asks me what sort of regime I’m doing when I’m there! I would be horrified to admit that I’ve never actually made it past the bar!
"Jane - he's back in my life, but things aren't the same..."
Q:
Dear Mummy Felstead,
I am writing to you with a bit of a dilemma!
21 years ago I met a boy and we fell in love; I was 25 and he was 31, we really connected and were interested in all the same things. I eventually thought that after kissing a few frogs I had met my prince.
He was funny, intelligent and like myself believed in all things spiritual. One of the books he gave me was 'The Prophet' by Khil Gibran; a book which totally blew me away then and still does.
However after a year our romance was doomed. He is Asian from Pakistan and his family told him it was now time to marry. They knew nothing of me and had lined him up a suitable match. Both of us were heart broken as we knew we had no future now. So Sadly we parted.
After all of this time he contacted me again. He is still married and I am recently divorced. We have texted a few times and eventually arranged to meet for coffee. I see no future anymore, however he keeps asking me where I see this going? As well as this, both times he has arranged to meet me he has cancelled! But he still wants to text...
I just would like to see him for a catch up but not sure what is going on. Can you help?
XX
A:
I can understand that you would love to see him and catch up. Lots of unfinished business here - and I’m sure you would really like to spend some time with him, lay things to rest and move on.
However, I think you are putting yourself in very dangerous territory if you do re-establish any kind of relationship with this man.
You are clearly an intelligent open minded woman, but don’t be fooled into thinking that just because you’ve had a life and different experiences in the last 20 years that you will be able to handle it (and not be affected by what might be thrown up) were you to see this man again.
Lets face it, in simple terms - he shouldn’t really be contacting you. He’s married, and from a very different culture.
He’s never going to leave his wife, and yet he’s asking you what sort of future you may have. He’s having fun flirting with you, but lets you down at the last minute. There is no way he wants to meet for just coffee - and all that I can foresee here is heartbreak for yourself.
Please put this man in the memories box. Think of him with affection - but do not let yourself be drawn back into the past. He’s stuck - going nowhere; and you have a free and bright future ahead of you. Realise the blessings in this - and walk on XX