Cathriona White's suicide note revealed as Jim Carrey is expected to fly to Ireland for funeral

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Cathriona White will be buried next to her father Pat on Saturday morning
Her body has been returned to her native Co Tipperary for her funeral Mass
Details of Ms White's suicide note have been published online in the US
Hollywood star Carrey, 53, is expected to fly into Ireland for the funeral

Published: 03:13 EST, 8 October 2015 | Updated: 01:13 EST, 9 October 2015

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Tragic Cathriona White declared her love for Hollywood A-lister Jim Carrey in a suicide note found inside her Los Angeles home.

RadarOnline.com claimed to have spoken to someone who had seen the note which said: 'Jim, I love you. Please forgive me. I'm not for this world.'

The 30-year-old makeup artist will be buried next to her father Pat in her native Cappawhite, Co Tipperary in Ireland following a funeral Mass on Saturday.

Jim Carrey's bodyguard, pictured, packs the star's car in advance of his expected trip to Ireland to attend his tragic ex-girlfriend Cathriona White's funeral in Cappawhite, County Tipperary on Saturday morning

US media claimed that Cathriona, left, wrote a note apologising to Jim Carrey, right, for her suicide plan

Cathriona's body will be taken tomorrow night to her family's funeral home in Cappawhite, TIpperary, pictured

It is understood that Carrey, 53, will fly into Ireland for Saturday's service and burial.

The 30-year-old make up artist will be taken to her grandfather's funeral home in Cappawhite, Tipperary on Friday evening at 5pm. Her body will be taken to the local parish church, Our Lady of Fatima Church at 8pm.

She will be buried on Saturday following Requiem Mass at 11.30am. Her family have asked people not to send flowers to the funeral and instead send the money to two charities. The family asked wellwishers to support the Simon Community, who work with homeless people, and the Circle of Friends, Tipperary, who support people suffering with cancer.

It is expected that the Hollywood star will fly in for Saturday's service.

She is survived by her mother Brigid, stepmother Brid, and sisters Lisa, Larina and Sarah and brothers James and Tadhg.

A memorial service was held in Los Angels on Tuesday night.

Ms White will be buried beside her father who died 2012 after a 20-year battle with brain cancer.

Her friends in Los Angeles held a memorial service on Tuesday.

A friend shared a photo of the sign that greeted guests at Zorthian Ranch where the service was held, which featured a quote from Eckhart Tolle.

Under a black and white photo of White it said: 'You are not separate from the whole. You are one with the sun, the earth, the air. You don’t have a life. You are life.'

She will be buried next to her father in the graveyard beside the parish church in Cappawhite, Co Tipperary

Remembering: A memorial for Cathriona White was held Tuesday evening in Los Angeles

Location: The service took place at the Zorthian Ranch (above) in Los Angeles

Message: Friends told police that White received an upsetting letter from her mother not long before she killed herself

Mother: The message in question was from Brigid Sweetman (left), pictured at the wedding of White's sister Lisa (in white). White is second from right in the floral dress

'Goodby Cat. I love you,' wrote her friend Joshua Shultz on instagram, sharing the photo of White from the service.

Her friend Jenny Burpee posted a photo of the sunset at Zorthia Ranch, writing: 'This sunset was for you dearest Cat.'

White was also branded a failure by her own mother just days before she took her own life, it has emerged.

According to gossip site TMZ, White received the message from Brigid Sweetman on the day of her 30th birthday. She killed herself nine days afterwards, on the third anniversary of her father's death.

Police investigating the death reportedly revealed the existence of the message - and also discovered that White had tried to kill herself before, in 2012.

The original attempt came not long after her father Pat, who lived in Ireland, died after a battle with brain cancer.

Meanwhile her stepmother, Brid White, is thought to be in the United States with her sister, Lisa, in the hope of recovering her body.

However it emerged yesterday that White was married at the time of her death, and her body has already been given to her husband.

White married Mark Burton, a cameraman she met in Los Angeles, last year. She eventually went back to Carrey, and intended to divorce Burton but never finalised it.

Reports: TMZ said friends of White told police about the message

Burton is understood to be making arrangements with White's family for her funeral.

'I understand that she and Mr Burton were going to divorce but they were still officially married at the time of her death so he is her official next-of-kin. However, he can cede his right to her possessions to her family if he wishes,' Ed Winter, the assistant chief of the Los Angeles coroner’s office, told The Times of London.

He also said that many of White's friends were not even aware of the fact that she was married, despite the fact that he was listed as next-of-kin on the death certificate.

An autopsy of the body was completed on Sunday, but an additional eight to ten weeks will be needed for further testing before the coroner shares the results of their findings.

A 'deferred death certificate' has been completed however so that White's body can travel back to Ireland.

Among the projects Burton and White worked on together were the short films; The Online Gamer: Zombies and The Online Gamer: Wedding.

White, who was a make-up artist and aspiring actress, was found dead of a suspected drug overdose on September 28.

'There is no way that Jim would have taken her out to public places if he thought she was married,' the source close to Carrey's family told The Hollywood Reporter.

'As far as Jim was concerned, Cat was separated from her husband and was going to start divorce proceedings in December. When people are separated they date or do whatever they need to do.'

The length of White's marriage - and the separation from her husband - remain unclear. It is also unknown where they got married.

'It came in as a suicide but we're not noting it as such yet until we can confirm what was in her system,' a official in the medical examiner's office said.

Assistant chief coroner Ed Winter told People that there were four prescription pill bottles found near White's body - none of the prescriptions were under White's name.

A photograph, shared by White seven weeks ago, shows her taking an intravenous drip of what she identifies as vitamins B and C, as well as the naturally-occurring antioxidant glutathione. Scientology believers are told the cocktail will protect them from depression

Cathriona had this professionally-shot image taken shortly before her death. An autopsy of her body was completed on Sunday, but an additional eight to ten weeks will be needed for further testing before the coroner shares the results of their findings

Three of the prescriptions were found under one name while the fourth was under a second name.

The name on three of the pill bottles was an alias for Carrey, law enforcement sources told TMZ. It is unknown who the fourth bottle was under.

Winter previously told People that multiple notes - including one addressed to Carrey - were also found at the scene in her Sherman Oaks home.

'There were several notes found,' Winter said. And though he does now know what the contents of each letter was, 'There was a note [addressed] to Mr. Carrey'.

Carrey, 53, is planning to go to to his ex-girlfriend's home village of Cappawhite, County Tipperary, for the service.

A source told the Sunday People: 'Jim has been left devastated after the tragic death of Cathriona.

'Attending her funeral in Ireland will be the least he could do to pay tribute to the woman he loved.'

The source said the actor had been in touch in White's family, who wanted him at the funeral. 'They know how much he meant to her,' the source added.

White's mother Brigid and sister Lisa flew to Los Angeles to take her body home to Ireland last week.

On Wednesday, Carrey was spotted arriving at his former lover's home in the Sherman Oaks area of Los Angeles.

He reportedly spoke with White's sister Lisa and the pair left with a stack of boxes a few hours later.

Jim Carrey's security and assistants put packed clothes into vehicles outside his Los Angeles home

Lisa White, pictured at LAX on Saturday, reportedly went to visit the actor at her sister Cathriona White's LA Sherman Oaks area house late on Wednesday night where her sister was found dead

A monument in a graveyard in Cappawhite, County Tipperary, where Cathriona grew up

White is expected to be laid to rest in her home village next to her father Pat, who died in 2012 after battling brain cancer for more than 20 years.

According to the People, the parish priest in Cappawhite revealed that Cathriona had been unable to return home for her father's funeral.

Fr Tadgh Furlong claimed she could not say goodbye to the man who had raised her after her mother Brigid moved to England because she was residing illegally in the United States.

Police may question Carrey about White's death, which came five days after the Dumb and Dumber star ended their relationship.

White reportedly wrote about the break-up in a note she left behind.

Carrey and White first began dating in 2012 and had been in an on-off relationship for three years, which ended last month.

A picture emerged after White's death of her and Carrey kissing on a romantic birthday date at a Malibu Restaurant on September 19, just days before she died.

Her last tweet read: 'Signing off Twitter, I hope I have been a light to my nearest and dearest.'

In a posting the day before she had quoted the Irish poet W.B. Yeats's line: 'Faeries, come take me out of this dull world'.

DailyMail.com revealed White, a Scientologist, had been taking 'survival' courses at the religion's celebrity center in the past few months.