PICTURE EXCLUSIVE: 'The hardest thing I've ever heard was that my child died': Stephanie Davis emerges for first time since revealing tragic news of her devastating miscarriage
- Actress, 24, confirmed on Wednesday she suffered a miscarriage two weeks ago, with sources telling MailOnline she's 'heartbroken and shell-shocked'
- In her lengthy statement posted on Instagram to announce the news, she lashed out at her ex Jeremy McConnell, as she believed he 'killed their child'
- After emerging from her home on Thursday, she took to Instagram to pen: 'The hardest thing that I've ever had to hear was that my child died'
- A video surfaced earlier in the evening showing her drinking, in what was revealed to be images shot just three days after she discovered her horrific loss
- Irish reality star Jeremy, 27, was found guilty of domestic assault on Monday and awaits sentence following an altercation with Stephanie in March
Stephanie Davis emerged from her Liverpool home on Thursday afternoon, hours after revealing she has tragically miscarried her second child with former boyfriend Jeremy McConnell.
The former Hollyoaks star, 24, looked downcast as she exited the property in a loose fitting grey T-shirt bearing the emotive slogan ‘Sleep under the Stars.’
Shortly after departing her home, she took to Instagram to share a post regarding: 'The hardest thing that I've ever had to hear was that my child died. The hardest thing that I've ever done is to live everyday since that moment.'
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Downcast: Stephanie Davis emerged from her Liverpool home on Thursday afternoon, hours after revealing she has tragically miscarried her second child with former boyfriend Jeremy McConnell
Visibly restrained following another turbulent episode, Stephanie kept her eyes lowered to the ground while making her way towards her car.
Venturing out for supplies, Stephanie added to her subdued outfit with a pair of casual black jogging bottoms and flip-flops.
Her appearance comes shortly she confirmed the loss of her unborn second child two weeks ago.
Sharing an emotional Instagram post on Wednesday evening, Stephanie expressed her belief that it was due to stress in the midst of her ongoing court battle with ex-boyfriend Jeremy, claiming: 'He killed our baby'.
Low key: The former Hollyoaks star, 24, looked downcast as she exited the property in a loose fitting grey T-shirt bearing the distinctive slogan ‘Sleep under the Stars'
Emotional: Her appearance comes following a difficult 24-hours, during which she confirmed the loss of her unborn baby in a heart breaking Instagram post
Let's go: The actress stepped out for a low key outing in her native Liverpool
Subdued: Stephanie sported casual black jogging bottoms and flip-flops as she stepped out for supplies
Writing a lengthy caption, the actress revealed she was 'broken' and claimed she could 'never forgive' Jeremy - who was found guilty of domestic assault in Liverpool Magistrates Court on Monday.
Stephanie's heartbreaking post read: ' Too loose a child is something I hope no one EVER goes through. The grief and pain is UNBELIEVABLE . Words CANNOT describe. My heart is BROKEN.
'I lost my baby due to the stress Jeremy put me under, history repeating its self after carrying caben alone for 9 months while he goes out with women and partying and posting pictures on purpose when I was in hospital and nearly lost caben on several occasions.
'How evil someone can be to the mother of their child with revenge porn etc the list goes on, hitting me and setting up paps to take pictures of him on date whilst I'm carrying his child....
Devastated: Her appearance comes following another turbulent episode for the actress, who confirmed she miscarried her unborn second child two weeks ago
Blame: Sharing an emotional Instagram post on Wednesday evening, Stephanie expressed her belief that it was due to stress in the midst of her ongoing court battle with ex-boyfriend Jeremy
Restrained: The actress kept her eyes lowered to the ground as she stepped out for some essentials
Fresh start: Stephanie is moving on following a definite split with Jeremy, who was found guilty of assault against the actress on Monday
All over: Writing a lengthy message on social media, the actress revealed she was 'broken' and claimed she could 'never forgive' the Irish model
'cheating on me and treating me like I'm not even human I have No words! Evil. He ruined my life and killed our child!and for that I can never forgive him!!
'He knew I was pregnant and has never ONCE again asked about his unborn child OR asked how caben is, he's been to busy out on benders and spending money on drink and drugs and getting women to lick his nipples.'
Stephanie continued: 'He's not paid ANYTHING towards caben since he was born. He doesn't care about his child, he was simply a trophy child to him. He was found guilty, for a reason.
Devastated: Stephanie suffered a miscarriage two weeks ago which she believed was due to stress in the midst of her ongoing court battle with ex-boyfriend Jeremy
'He destroyed my life and took away my happiness, and if anything comes from me being in the public eye and some saddo selling videos of me for a bit of cash when someone's at there lowest says more about them than me.
'I hope to help women of domestic violence, to stop what happened to me to other women. I would like to Grieve for my child, find strength and move on.
'I walked into that court with my head held high after he laughed and goaded me, and I continue to be strong, be a good mum to my son and if ANYTHING has come from my horrific ordeal, to help those who have been in my shoes and help give them the hope, that there is light at the end.
Emotional: Stephanie was filmed looking intoxicated while walking around in bare feet, in images shot just three days after she discovered her devastating news
High spirits: The footage appearing on Mirror shortly before her announcement, sees the star intoxicated and emotional as she dances with patrons in a Liverpool bar
Emotional: The images were taken just three days after her traumatic miscarriage
Upset: Make-up artist Claire Jane, who was present while the film was shot, claims the troubled actress 'cried in her arms' after she ushered her into a ladies toilet
Distress: 'I was so worried I got her in the toilets and she turned into a right state, crying, saying she had ruined her life. I was that worried I thought I should call the police because I just didn’t know what to do,' She said
'I don't know HOW I'm standing, but I am. And what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! I will NEVER again be treated the way I was, Thankyou to domestic violence for helping me and building me back up.
'It may seem mad what's in the press and a lot not 100% true about me, to deal with it in real life and in the public eye has been soul destroying, but thankfully I'm here to tell the tale. Mummy Loves u little one GBNF'.
MailOnline have contacted a representative for Stephanie for comment. Jeremy's representation declined to comment.
Distressing: On Wednesday Stephanie shared an Instagram post in which she explained she had lost her baby and placed the blame on Jeremy in a lengthy statement
Family: Stephanie shares eight-month old Caben-Albi with Jeremy. She was pregnant with his second child but has devastatingly suffered a miscarriage
'My world': Hours after revealing the news of her devastating miscarriage on Instagram, Stephanie shared a picture of her son Caben that she captioned: 'My world, my everything'
Happier times: The couple's tumultuous romance had been intricately documented at every saddening turn
Heartbreaking: Reaching a guilty verdict in 15 minutes, Judge Wendy Lloyd said: 'This is a sad story, like many of this sort there is much emotion on both sides'
Stephanie's miscarriage came just two weeks before ex Jeremy was found guilty of domestic assault in Liverpool Magistrates Court on Monday, with the actress revealing she even feared he would kill her during one particularly heated row.
She told the court that Jeremy 'threw her around like a rag doll' - leaving her to think: 'This is it; he's going to kill me.' She claimed that Jeremy suspected her of a lesbian affair and a fling with a fireman as he attacked her at a property in Rainhill, Merseyside, on March 10.
While the Irish model awaits sentencing, of which he could possibly face up to 26 weeks, he has now been faced with news of the loss of his second child with the actress, who repeatedly mentioned his demons and battles in her statement.
Love of their lives: After many attempts at creating a family for Caben, the duo remain at loggerheads to this day much to their respective chagrin
Reaching a guilty verdict in just 15 minutes, Judge Wendy Lloyd said: 'This is a sad story, like many of this sort there is much emotion on both sides. Mr McConnell may prefer to think he acted in self-defence. I believe his judgement was totally clouded by drugs and alcohol.'
The actress' devastating news comes just hours after footage surfaced showing the star drinking and acting erratically, in images shot just three days after she discovered her heartbreaking loss.
The footage appearing on Mirror shortly before her announcement, sees the star intoxicated and emotional, an understandable state after sources reveal to MailOnline the images were taken just three days after her miscarriage.
Make-up artist Claire Jane, who was present while the film was shot, claims the troubled actress 'cried in her arms' after she ushered her into a ladies toilet.
She said: 'I was so worried I got her in the toilets and she turned into a right state, crying, saying she had ruined her life. I was that worried I thought I should call the police because I just didn’t know what to do.'
Way back when: During her testament in court on Monday, Stephanie described the assault 'like something out of a horror movie'
Additional video footage finds the actress playfully slapping a male patron across the face, prompting an animated exchange with an unidentified female.
Claire claims she left soon afterwards, adding: 'It turns out after the bar stopped serving her she went off with one of my female friends.'
During her testament in court on Monday, Stephanie described the assault 'like something out of a horror movie', adding that the Irish model threatened to smash a bottle over his head. The prosecution said the assault took place as Stephanie held Caben in her arms, a claim that was denied by Jeremy.
Concern: Stephanie (pictured leaving court on Monday) has suffered the horrific loss of her second child with her CBB co-star, with whom she has suffered a toxic on-off romance
Troubled: Stephanie - who shares eight-month-old son Caben-Albi with the model - told the Liverpool court that Jeremy 'threw her around like a ragdoll' - leaving her to think: 'This is it; he's going to kill me'
Happier times: Stephanie and Jeremy's romance began in the CBB house in January 2016 (pictured), when the actress was still dating model Sam Reece
Tough times: Her appearance came shortly before ex Jeremy McConnell was found guilty of domestic assault, with the actress revealing she even feared he would kill her during one particularly heated row
The former Hollyoaks actress said: 'He's completely destroyed my life, it's been the worst 18 months of my life.' She also told the court: 'He threatened to throw acid in my face.'
As Stephanie gave evidence, Jeremy was heard to utter 'lies, lies, lies' under his breath, forcing Stephanie to shout 'Jeremy, can you stop talking over me when I'm trying to talk?'
The defence accused Stephanie of 'fabricating' parts of the assault and 'embellishing' her injuries. The court also heard that her original statement to police was retracted.
Following her social media confirmation, naturally Stephanie's fans were quick to send love and support, as users penned: 'You're the best mummy caben can ask for. Focus on him and yourself from now on. Sorry for your loss...
'Wow my thoughts are with you, Broken people cut you on their pieces... God bless u & take care...
'So sorry for your loss girl! You deserve so much better than this, You really do! Your amazing and your little boy will grow up knowing how amazing you truly are! Keep strong...
'Poor Stephanie, when someone you love treats you like this, it would send anyone barmy...
'Hope your ok keep smiling look that beautiful little boy of yours and he will give you all the strength and more that u will need your doing amazing and don't let any one else tell u different' (sic).
Stephanie now wants to use her public battle 'for good' by fronting a new show about domestic abuse, and is also working alongside charities to stop her ordeal happening to others.
Revealing her desire to start afresh after her difficult year, a source told MailOnline: 'If it could happen to her, to anyone. This is a new start for Stephanie and a chance for her to move on once and for all.
'For a long time she was in a toxic relationship and she is now relieved that everyone can see from the court reports what has actually happened. Stephanie will now be busy with recording her album, television commitments and other projects.'
Me and my boy: Stephanie appeared on This Morning with Caben in April
Tough times: Stephanie soared to fame with her role in Hollyoaks, and reached out to a wider fanbase after she appeared on CBB last year. During her time in the house, the star struck up a relationship with Jeremy - which proved to be notoriously turbulent
Comeback: In April 2016 Jeremy and Stephanie headed to Cape Verde on holiday, where they were alleged to have had a blazing row culminating in Jeremy requiring six stitches (pictured arriving at London Gatwick Airport after the trip)
Earlier this year, after the arrival of Caben Albi, the star appeared on Loose Women where she was asked if she ever considered not going through with her pregnancy.
She said: 'At one point I got certain phone calls and completely broke down and was on my hands and knees and I couldn't take any more.
'I said in the house what I went through in the past and I thought he was the one to save me from that and never let me go through anything like that again.
'I lost it and thought I am reliving the same nightmare but worse, now I'm pregnant. I thought this isn't fair to bring a baby into such a toxic relationship.'
Pior to Caben's arrival, Jeremy took to Twitter to pen: 'Everything will be dealt with accordingly and mature, but a baby doesn’t fix a toxic relationship, end of discussion.'
Hard times: Pior to his arrival, Jeremy took to Twitter to pen: 'Everything will be dealt with accordingly and mature, but a baby doesn’t fix a toxic relationship, end of discussion'
Happier days: The once-happy couple have suffered an array of horrors in the past 18 months
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