Nikki Bella's getting cold feet now! John Cena's on-again fiance admits to doubts about marriage

Published: 21:39 BST, 25 June 2018 | Updated: 21:51 BST, 25 June 2018

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Now it's her turn to have cold feet.

Nikki Bella, 34, revealed during Sunday night's episode of Total Bellas that she actually fears marrying John Cena, 41.

The WWE figure turned actor finally agreed to give Nikki a child, but then she began to realize her own anxieties and opened up to her therapist about her concerns about marriage.

Coldfeet: Nikki Bella, 34, revealed during Sunday night's episode of Total Bellas that she actually fears marrying John Cena, 41

Throughout the latest episode of Total Bellas, Nikki seemed to be feeling the pressure of wedding planning and the idea of getting married in general.

The brunette beauty explained how she's got the man of her dreams giving her the future she's always dreamed of, but she's afraid of them growing apart once they tie the knot.

'Growing apart is, I think, my biggest fear because he's doing so amazing in his career and I couldn't be like more proud of him and I will never say like, 'Don't book this next job, like we need time for us,' because I just never want to let him down.'

'I want him to live the life he wants,' she said. 'And I think that's why I've always sacrificed for him. I love taking care of people, but I think I'm just so overpleasing.'

Sisterly bond: Nikki's twin Brie noticed that her sister's her excitement about wedding planning was different compared to a year ago

'Sometimes I wish I wasn't even getting married,' Nikki told her sister, who noticed something was 'off' with her twin.

Her twin also noticed that her sister's her excitement about wedding planning was different compared to a year ago.

All of this came after John told Nikki that he was willing to get a reverse vasectomy in order to get her pregnant.

Oh, baby: During last week's episode of Total Bellas, John finally told Nikki that he was willing to get a reverse vasectomy in order to get her pregnant

'Can you believe he's going to give me a baby?' Nikki asked her sister. 'And then I was like, 'Do I want to wait a year? Or maybe two?''

'I can't even f--king believe it,' Brie replied. 'Get pregnant with me, on my second.'

'I just can't believe I get to be a mom,' Nikki said. 'And with the man of my dreams. I don't have to go find some guy to have a baby with.'

Lovers for a longtime: The couple dated for six years before shocking people with their split in April

But Nikki, clearly, was still having some trouble wrapping her head around it.

'I feel like I'm still trying to process that John and I are back on,' Nikki said in a confessional. 'And now I have to get back into wedding planning mode and since we want to keep our same date, I am very behind.'

The couple dated for six years, shocking people with news of their split in April.

Total Bellas airs Sundays at 6pm on E! UK