Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace, 39, admits she considered sex with strangers in a bid to have a baby after tragic four miscarriages
Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace has admitted that she considered having unprotected sex with strangers in a desperate last bid to have a baby.
The 39-year-old reality star has tragically suffered three miscarriages and a stillborn in her bid to have a child, with doctors confirming she suffers from rhesus negative, a rare blood disease that threatens her chances of carrying a baby full-term.
Speaking to The Sun, the Big Brother star admitted: 'If I think about it too much I will literally go outside my house and grab the first bloke I can find to try and get pregnant.'
Candid confession: Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace has admitted that she considered having unprotected sex with strangers in a desperate last bid to have a baby
However, she reasoned that she doesn't want that to be her only option, so is hoping to find the right man soon, which is also why she has ruled out having IVF through sperm donation.
Revealing that she wants her child to grow up with a father, she explained: 'It's an option I explored but decided it wasn't fair on the child and would be a bit selfish of me.'
Aisleyne, who is praying she will be 'blessed' with a baby, suffered a stillbirth at the age of 23, which she admitted left her feeling 'suicidal'.
She added: 'It was heartbreaking. It made me go off the rails because I thought "what is the point in life?"'
Brave face: The 39-year-old reality star has tragically suffered three miscarriages and a stillborn in her bid to have a child, with doctors confirming she suffers from rhesus negative
Aisleyne previously spoke about her stillbirth, last year in a series of tweets as she attempted to stick up for her pal Nicola McLean, following her tension filled argument with Kim Woodburn on an episode of Celebrity Big Brother.
Although trying to diffuse the situation outside the Borehamwood compound, Aisleyne became the subject of cruel trolls that called her 'barren' after she shared her gut-wrenching experience with her 228,000 followers.
The reality star came to her Nicola's defense following her heated argument with Kim, pointing out she had no children, after she took aim at the mum-of-two's mothering skills.
Horrific: Aisleyne, who is praying she will be 'blessed' with a baby, suffered a stillbirth at the age of 23, which she admitted left her feeling 'suicidal'
The blonde beauty insisted her friend knew nothing of the Channel 4 star's past that she had suffered a stillbirth - who mentioned her devastating loss in the CBB house - and wouldn't have factored it into the argument had she known.
Reflecting her own loss as she defended Nicola, she wrote: 'I'm sad that I am being judged for something my friend has said. Yes I explained my thoughts on it. I'm hurt because the pain is palpable for me as I have lost 4 babies.
'That pain is the deepest pain I could ever feel so would not defend any1 if they belittled it but I genuinely do not believe that Nicola knew of Kim's story. I can't read when people r now saying worse to me abut the same pain.
'If I believed for a second Nicola knew what she was saying I would stand by her as a friend but not defend what she said. I take love where I can find it which hasn't been in many places but I found love in Nicola. She's not the person this is making her seem [sic]'.
In her defence: Aisleyne previously spoke about her stillbirth, last year in a series of tweets as she attempted to stick up for her pal Nicola McLean
After she shared her heartbreaking past, Aisleyne was the subject of nasty online trolls who attacked her following her candid omission.
She added: 'That aside please respect my experience & leave me alone. You want to judge Nicola but yet you all know my story & are willing to slaughter me? Be consistent.'
Despite her bravery, Aisleyne admitted she was left physical shaken after her honest confession was targeted by trolls - who referred to her as 'barren' - and faced a sleepless night because of the cruel jibes.
Shocking: After she shared her heartbreaking past, Aisleyne was the subject of nasty online trolls who attacked her following her candid omission
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