This was by far the most special experience I have ever had.
After a very relaxed night of partying I got home and chilled a bit, coming down from MDMA and enjoying Ketamine on my couch. Then I decided to smoke some DMT.
After the first hit I slowly slipped into the DMT realm, a lot slower than normally. Immediately I noticed that auditory hallucinations were present. They were small pops, cracks, bubbles and whistles. When I closed my eyes I saw a clean white space with biologically looking processes such as cell transports and assembly of proteins. I was able to zoom in on everything and see it very clear from any angle I wanted to. Then I opened my eyes and things started to get even more interesting.
The auditory hallucinations became more connected to the open-eyed visual hallucinations. I took some more DMT.
What happened now might sound unbelievable, but this actually happened (in my head). My surroundings became a game and I could press stuff to change it (with my mind, that is, like: I want to press that transparent block to proceed through this ‘level’). So it was actually an interactive psychedelic experience. As if I were in a VR environment and thinking about what I wanted to change made it change. I could play around with anything my mind made up, and I was mostly moving around and building stuff in abstract landscapes in my room.
I repeated this several times, taking ket first then smoking DMT. Of course the ket effect builds up so I got deeper and deeper towards a k hole (not that far though). During the DMT peaks I could easily keep my eyes open, which resulted in these amazing immersive interactive experiences, always with auditory hallucinations fitting the movements I saw. Complementary to this were the typical ket feelings of varying physical body materials and textures.
At some point I lost my ego (this was due to the Ketamine). I experienced this many times before but this time it was a lot more comfortable and less confusing. I saw relations between existences (nature, human and beyond) in a physical form. The integration of the universe and fabric of life were so clear and comprehensive it defies explanation, and I was completely lost in it.
During all of this I felt so much at comfort. It was all so much fun and easy, could have kept doing it all night. It felt like sort of a limbo and I think I never had a more peaceful but at the same time completely neutral mind. It was just ‘ok’ but in the best possible way.
After I let the effects wear off I went to bed and slept fine for a couple of hours. Several days later I still feel very happy and inspired.