Suite101 co-op store

Suite Books

Ritual Abuse
 Member Central
 Join Our Community!
 Member Update
 What's New
 Become a SuiteU Affiliate
 Become an Editor
 The Co-op Store
 Biz Center
 Become an SSWB Affiliate
 Suite University
 About Suite University
 Suite University News
 Visit the University
 Course Listing
 New Courses
 Featured Courses
 FREE Demo Course
 New Topics
 Foreign Films
 Indy Racing League (IRL)
 Southern Cooking
 Ancient Rome
 Writing Well
 Suite Events
 Honoring the Children
 A Global Village
 Reading for Fun
 JRR Tolkien & Middle-earth - Something for Everyone
 More about Suite101
Visit Health Detailed Topic List
Home > Applied sciences > Medicine and health > Diseases
Ritual Abuse
Note: This topic has been archived.
By Svali Click to send e-mail to editor Editor is Offline
Topic Page
My Bookstore
Community Bookstore
Related Subject(s): Ritual abuse ,  Ritual abuse victims
Dewey Code: 616.858369 (362.76)
Borrow from your local library Borrow... Browse the Web by Dewey® Browse... Buy related books from Barnes & Noble Buy...
Suite Book Committee Recommendations  

Authentic Happiness: Using the New Positive Psychology to Realize Your Potential for Lasting Fulfillment
Martin E. Seligman
More on this book

Women's Herbs, Women's Health
Christopher Hobbs and Kathi Keville
More on this book

Feeling Good: The New Mood Therapy
David D. Burns Preface by Aaron T. Beck
More on this book

< Previous Article | Next Article >

mK ULTRA/Assassin Programming

Suite University invites you to have a look at a sampling of our online courses available at affordable prices
Featured Courses
Creating An Online Support Group

  • Coping with Depression
    You may be depressed but you can still be happy again.
  • Coping with Prostate Cancer
    Surviving the journey - from diagnosis to successful treatment.
  • Coping with Hearing Loss
    Don't let a silent world stop you from living.

    For more information regarding SuiteUniversity please contact Bryan Bradshaw
  • Author: Svali
    Published on: May 5, 2001

    Related Subject(s): Brainwashing ,  Secret societies ,  Illuminati

    **Trigger warning: discusses cult abuse and programming; graphic detail**

    In the next few months, I plan to write some articles on how more complex forms of programming are done by the Illuminati. This is the first in a series, and I hope it is helpful information.

    Because it is impossible to discuss programming without some mention of how it is done, please be aware that if you are a survivor of this type of abuse, that reading this information could be triggering. Please protect yourself and do not read it unless you are with your therapist or are in a safe place.

    One of the cruelest forms of training that a young child can undergo is the training to be an assassin, or to be able to cold bloodedly take the life of another human being on order. In the Illuminati group that I was in, almost all of the children and teens had to undergo this is part of their military training.

    The results are heart rending. The child must dissociate heavily in order to deal with both the ordeal of the programming, and the impossible demands that it places on their psyche. A child can be taught and trained to do this, but they can never be taught to be comfortable with the guilt it causes.

    The training often begins young. The two-year-old child is placed in a metal cage with electrodes attached, or is heavily shocked and tortured on a table or chair. After a long session, the child is released. They will feel numb, and can barely walk. They will be given a small animal, often a kitten or similar one, and told to wring its neck. The child will refuse. The child will then be placed back in the cage, or hooked back up to the electrodes, and shocked again as punishment. They are then taken out, and told to wring the young animal’s neck. The child will be crying, and afraid of more torture. Finally, shaking, they will do as they are ordered. Afterwards, they will often go into the corner and vomit, all the while being praised by their trainer for the “good job” that they have done. The child will have created a split that obeys the trainer, to avoid the horrendous pain of disobedience (the more important the programming, and the further from natural core values the child holds, the more severe the pain level used to create the programming).

    This is the first step in a horrible series of steps. It is continued over the years, and the animals get larger. This is to desensitize the child to the concept of taking a life.

    During military training, the older (aged 7 to 10) year old child will also be taught to use a gun, accurately. They learn to clean the weapon, to load it, unload it, and to fire at targets. They are heavily rewarded for accuracy, and berated and punished for mistakes. By age 12, most children are very accurate with a small pistol or rifle.

    They are then taken to an enclosure, and taught to practice shooting animals that have been medicated to slow them down slightly. The child learns to aim for the head or heart. Targets are turned into realistic photo mockups of humans in target practice.

    And during this time, the continued torture and abuse occurring, increasing anger levels. The child is told to “use their anger” to help them with their performance.

    During virtual reality (VR) exercises, animal targets are replaced with human ones. The child is taught to hit the “bad guys” and to direct their rage at them. Accuracy in these exercises is rewarded and praised, and mistakes are punished.

    The child is taught to obey a command code to initiate the “find and seek” sequence with a target, and then to implement the “terminate” sequence, which involves killing the target. Under drugs and hypnosis, a young teen will be convinced that this is real. One day, they are tested, and told (in VR, but they don’t realize this in the hypnotic state) to shoot their parent or sibling, who is simulated graphically in the VR program. They do.

    At this point, the child is considered “reliable” on “command”. If they will shoot the person they love most on command, the programming is considered “engraved”, and only needs to be reinforced periodically from then on.

    This sounds horrendous, but this is how assassin training was done in the group I was in. I underwent it, and had to do it to others. I so regret it now. It was a carefully planned, sequential step-by-step process. No one gives a teen a gun, and says, “Go kill someone” in these groups, because the child would balk and be unable to. They start at the preverbal stage, and teach each skill to overlap with the others.

    They capitalize on the young child’s helplessness, and their rage at others to fuel the programming. Many of the techniques were based on the MK ULTRA research done by the CIA in the 1960’s and 1970’s. The Illuminati trainers were in close contact with Illuminists in Military Intelligence who worked on these projects, such as Col. Aquinos, Sidney Gottlieb, and Alan Dulles, among others. This knowledge of how to condition a subject was passed out among trainers in the different groups, and implemented, with modifications based on age.

    The children in the Illuminati are expected to perform tasks such as this in steps, and move up to the next level when they can demonstrate proficiency. A military commander will ask a teen leader to kill someone in front of the others, with their bare hands, to demonstrate loyalty and obedience. The teen will be given higher status and awards for doing this quickly and well.

    This type of programming can be undone, with time, therapy, and concerted effort, and especially prayer to resolve the horrendous traumas that it involves. No human being should ever be forced to do these things, or to undergo this form of training. It causes massive dissociation, and intense grieving when the person realizes that they have done these things. It has helped me to realize:

    *I had no choice at the time. When I was a young child, those older than I forced me to. Alters created who learned to accept, or even enjoy this training, were created out of the need to dissociate and escape psychologically from this horrendous trauma, and those parts hold deep pain and wounding

    *I can grieve before God, and give Him the pain and wounding of a lifetime of intense pain and guilt that these experiences caused, and know forgiveness

    *I have choices now, and have chosen to walk away from this type of activity

    *I can pray that others get out, and escape this type of horrible abuse

    *I can express the anger and outrage that this intentional manipulation of me and others causes, to God, and find healing. The rage often fueled the abusiveness internally in the past, and as it decreases, the hold of the programming can also lessen

    This type of programming is mind control at its most insidious, and healing is possible for it. It is a long, slow process, but worth working through.

    < Previous Article | Next Article >
    Rate this article from 1 to 5 stars

    Here's the follow-up discussion on this article: View all related messages
    Author:   LoneKnight See Complete Message
    Date:   June 29, 2002 11:00 PM
    Subject:   Odd rememberance..
    First off you must know that I remember nothing of training or abuse or any of the other things in which others state co ...
    post message  
    Author:   TiaNaranja See Complete Message
    Date:   June 14, 2002 10:19 AM
    Subject:   Help for such alters??
    Some of this illuminati stuff is really clicking with me, and I wonder if the organized SRA group I was born into had so ...
    post message  
    Author:   fallingup See Complete Message
    Date:   January 25, 2002 10:56 AM
    Subject:   Assassin Training
    svali, we appreciate your courage in writing about the mK/ULTRA/Assassin training. My children and I were also in this t ...
    post message  
    For a complete listing of article comments, questions, and other discussions related to Svali 's Ritual Abuse topic, please visit the Discussions page. post message

    Terms of Use | Privacy Policy | License Info | Submit Comments to Topic Editor
    Copyright © 1996-2003 Creative Marketeam Canada Ltd. doing business as, All rights reserved