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[³] (sektie!~sektie@freebsdgirl.com) Internic Commercial
[³] ircname .. fap fap fap fap
[³] channels .. @#hackphreak #freebsd @#openbsd +#ubixos @#iltonham @#codehozers @#coders +#c
[³] server .. mesa.az.us.undernet.org (Makin' Usenet Easy.)
[³] away .. is gone.. autoaway after 30 min (log!on.page!off)
[³] idle .. 19 seconds idle
[³] signon .. Fri Nov 21 17:35:41 2003
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A Tree Grows In Brooklyn (Betty Smith)
Digital Fortress (Dan Brown)
The Dark Tower V: Wolves of the Calla (Stephen King)
The Vampire Chronicles: Blood Canticle (Anne Rice)
MySQL Pocket Reference (O'Reilly)
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Stuff I've done:
- dyed hair (blonde, got rid of about 1/8" of roots. so trashy)
- bought skirts (2, very short, very cute)
- bought accessories for skirts (tights, 1 shirt, glove things)
- bought girlstuff (razors, shampoo & conditioner, travel toothpaste & hello kitty toothbrush)
- manicure
- bought slippers (blue fluffy things, don't want cold feet!)
- bought jacket (black rabbit fur, haven't decided if i'm keeping it or not)
- first part of facial
stuff i need to do:
- laundry
- get suitcase(s) from dad
- pack
- clean caboodles case out and decide what makeup to take
- decide on what clothes to take
- get # for taxi company
- print out ticket receipts to take to airport
- update jukebox zen mp3 db
- charge jukebox zen
- second part of facial
- pedicure
- charge camera battery
- haircut (please oh please, lisa be at work today!)
- lose at least 30 lbs (as if)
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david: you know what a sad day it is i admit YOU ARE THE SANEST WOMAN I KNOW
sektie: hahahaha
sektie: i'm perfectly sane. other people just don't understand my type of sanity
david: right
david: you are sane
david: AND I AM A VIRGIN
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cc -fpic -DPIC -O -pipe -mcpu=pentiumpro -DTERMIOS -DANSI_SOURCE -I/usr/src/secure/lib/libcrypto/../../../crypto/openssl -I/usr/src/secure/lib/libcrypto/../../../crypto/openssl/crypto -I/usr/obj/usr/src/secure/lib/libcrypto -DOPENSSL_NO_IDEA -DL_ENDIAN -DNO_IDEA -c /usr/src/crypto/openssl/crypto/sha/sha_dgst.c -o sha_dgst.So
In file included from /usr/src/crypto/openssl/crypto/sha/sha_dgst.c:70:
/usr/src/crypto/openssl/crypto/sha/sha_locl.h: In function `sha_block_host_order':
/usr/src/crypto/openssl/crypto/sha/sha_locl.h:345: unrecognizable insn:
(jump_insn 1296 1042 3609 (??? bad code 36864
) -1 (nil)
(nil))
/usr/src/crypto/openssl/crypto/sha/sha_locl.h:345: Internal compiler error in extract_insn, at recog.c:2148
Please submit a full bug report,
with preprocessed source if appropriate.
See <URL:http://www.gnu.org/software/gcc/bugs.html> for instructions.
*** Error code 1
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<north_> sektie one thing i must admit, u have some really awesome lips
<north_> out of all the chiqz on IRC sektie has the nicest lips
awww :)
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Long night at work. Very little happened, but I still feel drained. I've felt drained all week.
I remembered to sign up for health insurance, which is very important since I won't have any after the divorce. I'm impressed by how low the monthly payment for health insurance is. Very nice, since my budget is going to be kind of strained for a while.
Eric is quitting, and I'm a little sad over that. Worried as well, because that means his position as Truelinux PE is opening up. I hope that whoever gets the position isn't a complete retard and/or asshole. Mike sent out the job posting and said he needed to know who was interested in it ASAP. At first I wasn't going to apply for it. After all, it's Linux. I am a FreeBSDGirl. :) But after a bit of thinking, I shot an email off to him saying I was interested in the position. I'm really tired of working in the NOC. I have nothing to do there, EVER. I am quickly losing my motivation, and as a result I spend 18 hours out of every day programming and studying aimlessly. I have no focus, so I'm not progressing nearly as quickly as I could be. I want a position that is going to challenge me and keep me busy. At least give me something to do other than fix the occassional broken Sun box and reboot servers. Sigh. So anyways, I sent the email off, and shortly afterwords I received a reply asking me if I would be opposed to working a day shift, since he knew I love my night shift. Of course I explained that I would take any shift if I could just get a position that would suit my abilities. Sigh. Not quite in those words, but you get the point. So at least he's considering me. Honestly, I expected him to laugh once he saw I wanted it. This is a big position, and I'm sure there are a lot of people more qualified than myself. Oh well. Had to try. Wish me luck! :)
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I got home from work, started changing clothes, and looked for a pair of shorts. The only pair not in the laundry was the blue pair I bought from VS. They didn't fit when I bought them, but I thought they were cute so I bought them anyways. Just for the hell of it, I tried to put them on and they fit perfectly. Do I think "wow, I've lost more weight!"? No. First thought that comes to my mind - "cool, I don't have to do laundry."
Losing weight has lost it's novelty. I really don't care anymore. I'm tired of buying new clothes 'cause my old ones are too big. Blah.
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I think I'm going to start painting again soon. I've had a lot of really good ideas for paintings, my favorite of which is going to be called "Innocence Betrayed". It's kind of an odd size, maybe 16" high and 36" long. The background will be black, and the foreground will be an extremely dark blue, so it looks like it's all the same color from far away. You'd have to get close to make out what it's a picture of. The kana for "Innocence" will be in the upper right hand corner, and the bottom half will be the sillohette of a naked woman reclining, propped up on her elbows, head back. I love the title, and it'll be fun if anyone figures out the point I am trying to get across with it. I'm thinking it'd be a good picture to put above the headboard of my bed. It feels good to be getting my creativity back at last.
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ugh.
You know, it's one thing to dig on computer guys. I can understand it. In my opinion, guys in the IT industry are the only way to go (at least for myself). We have a lot in common. Computers are, sadly enough, in some way about 90% of my life. They are important to me, and it's important to have someone I can talk to about them without having to talk down. Obsessive? Maybe.
It's a totally different thing to be a scenewhore. I can safely disqualify myself from those ranks. Why? Because although I prattle on sometimes about stupid shit, I'm not a fucking retard. When I say something, I say it because I know what I'm fucking talk about. I don't sit here and be like "I know computers! I can install FreeBSD!" because I don't need to. Anyone that knows me knows that I know my shit (wow, that was confusing). Sitting here and stating it in every single post would be counterproductive. I made this site because I like having a blog. Friends, relatives, and stalkers like to know what I'm up to. It's a nice place to just be silly and get things off my shoulders. Put it in text, it's easier to go through that way. I'm not directly ranting at anyone, so it's guilt free. Anyways, going off on a totally different rant there. Go me. So, back to scenewhores. I am sick of these stupid fucking retard females coming on IRC and being all like "*giggle* look at my pic! look at me! I'm a female and I can figure out how to use mIRC!". These females have their place on IRC. It's #teenchat, not a technical (or even pseudo-technical) channel. A little bit of attention-seeking is normal, everyone does it. But when it comes to people that post new pics of themselves in channel on average every 4 minutes, I get a little fed up. Excuse me? Please go elsewhere. You're a waste of bandwidth. If you actually knew something and could help people when they asked questions, I might not have so much of a problem with it. This is just fucking retarded.
Has anyone else noticed that the number of scenewhores on IRC has increased quite a bit in the past 2 years? IRC has gotten terribly trendy. Pity it's an addiction I have no interest in breaking.
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michelle: my friend is sending me n@kEd pix of this grl she is going tobe w/ soon... hehe!
sektie: wow
sektie: did you notice the older we get, the more lesbian we get?
sektie: i think by the time i'm 30, i won't need guys at all.
michelle: NO SHIT
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My back has been hurting all weekend. Major suckage. I'm tired and my tizandine don't seem to be working so well anymore, so I'm going to stop taking them for a while. I'm probably building up a tolerance to them, which is really strange. I usually don't build up tolerances that easily. I've been having to take 2 pills, and the dosage says 1/2 to 1 pill. It rips up my stomache something fierce. Poor me.
I'm at work finally, and it's good to be back. I told TFox I'd do some perl for him tonight, and I'm feeling kind of dirty because of that. Perl does not give me happy thoughts. It's a fairly simple script though, just does a few things with DBI. It's been a while since I've written anything in perl (a year? maybe more) so I'm probably going to have to rtfm a little to get my groove back. I wish I could do it in c, but he wants perl. Blah!
I'm feeling kind of bummed today, and I'm not sure why. I managed to get in 5 hours of sleep before I came in to work, and I should be extremely happy over that. I'm sure I'll snap out of it once I get my code on. I think I finally left my burnout phase, and now it's time for 2 or 3 weeks of 18/7 coding.
I met a homeless guy yesterday. I'm usually fairly cynical and jaded when it comes to homeless people, but I'm inclined to believe this guy was telling the truth. Mainly because he was in Henry county, and there are absolutely no bums in Henry county. It's not that we are all rich or anything, it's just that it's so far from the city. It'd be like finding a bum in farm country. It usually doesn't happen. He said he came to Georgia because his daughter died, and something happened to his truck - the city towed it? I didn't really understand that part. He has a home back in Kentucky, and he just wants to get back to it. I gave him my phone number and told him Christian City could probably help. Christian City is a community just next to Fayetteville. They do all kinds of homeless/charity work, so I figured if this guy really is legit and just wants to get back home, they could probably help him. He asked me to take him to church Sunday morning, but I told him I was going to be out of state. I'm just some innocent girl, and the idea of having a homeless guy in my car doesn't sound all that safe. Also, that would require that I go to church, and I'm not a Christian. I hope he calls me if he really needs some help though. I can find a way to get him to Christian City, even if it's just to pay a taxi to take him there. I really feel bad for him, and I want to do anything I can to help him. Maybe I'm just a fool, but I'd rather say I tried to help instead of just casting him off like the alcoholic bum everyone else is sure to think he is. If there's even a chance he's telling the truth, I don't want to turn my back on him. Everyone so far has told me I'm way too gullible. Maybe I am. sigh.
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DryGrain [~freebeer@ca-ukiah1c-106.losaca.adelphia.net] has joined #freebsd
<DryGrain> FREE ALL VAGINAS FROM THE EVIL CUNT OF THE FLAPPING EAST AND ALL OF THE DISEASES OF THE NORTH!!!!!! FREE VAGINA EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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<chris> I was reading freebsdgirl.com and noticed no mention of your super hot coworker chris, and his witty banter.
CHRIS IS HOT AND WITTY AND COOL AND SMART AND OWES ME $70.
bitch.
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1. Call evolutions, ask for appointment with Lisa. My hair is atrocious, I need a decent cut and someone else to do my roots. Maybe I'll have her put in blue highlights (chunks?) as well.
2. Go shopping. Need luggage. Maybe a new skirt? Pajamas? At least shoes are covered! :)
3. Laundry! I've worn all of my favorite clothes, and I want them for cali.
4. Pedicure? Manicure? I want to feel pampered. Considering I'm about to put myself through hours in 5"-6" heels, my body deserves it. Maybe I should get my nails painted the same shade of blue as my hair.
5. Diet. I am so fat.
6. Get the number for a taxi company. I think I'm just going to have a cab take me from work to the airport Sunday morning. It'll be a lot easier than trying to get all of my stuff on Marta.
7. Pack!!! This is an entirely seperate list all by itself. Sigh. I know I'm going to forget something totally important. I always do. With my luck, it'll be something important like underwear. I am not wearing that skirt without underwear. No way in hell.
8. Buy books for flight.
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You4eea [~jason@rrcs-sw-24-153-210-240.biz.rr.com] has joined #freebsd
<You4eea> hello world
<You4eea> where is ruby in the ports tree?
<HexGhost> cd /usr/ports && make search key="ruby"
<HexGhost> locate ruby | grep ports
<kpacka> locate ruby
<You4eea> I did that and it is everywhere
<HexGhost> cd /usr/ports/lang && find . -name "ruby" -print
<sektie> heh.
<sektie> <3
<You4eea> is the lang port the main one?
<HexGhost> one would assume
<You4eea> damm, I delete that tree
<sektie> *snort*
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Providing I can get plane tickets tonight, I should be up in cali for that 10 yr bsd anniversary thing. Any of ya'll planning on going? I'm going to be staying with Alfred, so that'll cut down on the cost of needing a rental car and hotel. I'm thinking about hanging around all week. I've never been to cali before, and I really want to see the shemales. Atlanta doesn't appear to have many of them at all.
Hm. social function, lots of geeks. Not to be a total girl or anything, but I have no freaking clue wtf I'm going to wear. Choices are:
1) Goth/punk/etc schoolgirl outfit with those fab new boots I just bought. The skirt is a little too short for my liking. I never have any clue how to sit in it, and it feels like my assfat is always showing. It does look really cute though.
2) Soccer mom geek. Probably my Gap or Abercrombie jeans with a tight 'ubergeek' shirt or something. I'm also pondering getting a tshirt made with the freebsdgirl logo on the front, and 'debian users have small penii.' on the back.
3) Skater look, best known as "The Acid Burn". You probably know exactly who/what I'm talking about, and just don't want to admit to it. I've got a lot of outfits that look like something Angelina Jolie totally would have worn in that movie, and a few pairs of Kikwear and JNCO's. JNCO is so 1997, though. I have no clue what people wear out in cali, anyways.
4) Urban hip slut. Black fitted pants, some kind of white shirt button up collared shirt that shows off the cleavage, and a pair of 5" black opentoe heels.
I'm probably going to end up wearing tshirt and jeans. Anything else sounds like way too much effort. As it is, there's a lot to be done before I head out to cali. Wish me luck! :)
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But I still look good in black. :)
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Much love to Jenny Labow.
So I went shopping yesterday. As usual. I spent entirely too much money and I feel horrible about it. My spending streak has not been doing well this past week. I got some cute open-toe 5" heels (w/2" platform), 5" heel knee high lace up boots (also with 2" platform), an amethyst jewel for my tongue barbell, jewels to go on the ends of my nipple piercing, and a really gorgeous perdot and amethyst flower for my hood. oh my god, that last one was sooo expensive, but I just fell in love with it. It's in a gold setting...gah. My genitals have never felt so expensive.
After the shopping extraveganza, I called up Kerbawy from work and went out drinking with him. He's kind of quiet sometimes, but I don't mind. I don't like it when I always have to talk. It's tiring. I'm working at being more social, but I'm definitely more comfortable behind my laptop. It's a lot easier to be me when I'm at the keyboard. Every time I go out to a bar, I have to make sure I have a friend that is going to meet me there because within 30 seconds of walking through the door, some guy is hitting on me and I really have no idea how to deal with it. I just kind of smile, nod, and look uncomfortable. I can't be mean and tell them to fuck off. I just don't know how. Sometimes I just wish I could set everything on fire, you know? Burn it to the ground.
I bought an iSight last week. <3! It is so adorable. I set up a new site, http://camwhore.codersluts.net. It's not on that much, because I kind of feel weirded out when I have it on. Like everyone is staring at me. I suppose that is the point. I like attention, obviously. I think that might be a bit too much though. I videoconfed with alfred the other night and took some neat drunk-sektie pics. Here's one.
I have to go put on my hookerboots soon. It's matrix time. I briefly considered a black vinyl catsuit, but I don't even really like the matrix. I just want an excuse to dress up. My butt is to big anyways.
I think I'm going to start heading over to Ballys every time I feel the need to go shopping. Hm. Exhaust myself, so I'll be too tired to shop? Or maybe I can just put on those 5" heels so I won't be able to last that long. I did walk at least half a mile in them last night, though. I thought that was pretty impressive. My toes are still a bit numb.
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[sektie]$ mail noc
Subject: reverse dns request
69.56.159.109 -> smut.codersluts.net
69.56.203.112 -> freebsdgirl.com
69.56.203.113 -> daemonporn.com
69.56.203.114 -> codersluts.net
69.56.203.115 -> naked.freebsdgirl.com
69.56.203.116 -> camwhore.codersluts.net
69.56.203.117 -> sektie.com
69.56.203.118 -> lesbian.freebsdgirl.com
69.56.203.119 -> fjear.the.36DD.freebsdgirl.com
thanks!
Randi Harper
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EOT
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<TCA> It is interesting to see sexual habits tied in with what OS someone uses
<TCA> I use novell... I wonder what that does to twist my mind..
<sektie> i'm guessing you have problems that lead to using viagra.
<sektie> that's what comes to mind when i think of novell
<sektie> something that just won't die, despite it being far beyond its time.
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Let's see, where are we at right now?
I'm entering the singles scene. Chad and I decided that it would be a good idea to get a divorce, as we seem to make better friends than husband/wife. We will be living fairly close to each other to make things easier as far as Nathan goes. We are living together right now for financial reasons and convenience, but we'll both be leaving the house in January. I'm really happy all of this is happening the way it is. I was rather afraid we wouldn't be able to remain friends, but as long as things stay the way they are now, it's all good.
I'm nervous about being single, though. I'm not quite sure how to handle all of it. I'm not good with guys. I don't know how to fend off unwelcome advances quite simply because I'm too nice. I don't want to be a bitch, although that's what I've been told I've got to be. I am rather particular, and I'm definitely not looking for a serious relationship - especially being as how I've been in a seriouis relationship for 5 years.
Halloween was a blast. Chad and I took Nathan out trick-or-treating. After he realized what was going on, we had to restrain him from running ahead of us to the next door. After all of that was over with, I went to Fadoe's in Buckhead with David and a bunch of people from ISS. I had so much fun! I haven't gotten drunk in quite a while, and I got to talk geek. Sigh. I used to be much more proficient in geek. I'm sure I'll regain all of that as I build up my alcohol tolerance. Three screwdrivers should not have me drunk. I was also more than a little hungover when I finally woke up, and then I drove to Nashville for the weekend. It was a lot of fun, but I'm glad to be home.
I got Panther!! It is a sexy beast. It runs a lot faster than Jaguar on my powerbook g4 866mhz. Fast user switching makes everyone go "ooooooo" when I show it to them. The graphics are very nice, but I'm still having a few problems. Although my phone (Nokia 3650) syncs perfectly with iSync and I can see it with bluetooth and transfer files back and forth, I can't seem to come up with a working modem script to use it for ppp. I don't want to use GPRS, I want to do ppp to my isp over GSM. If I do any ATDT command, the phone dials the number and then immediately disconnects with "NO CARRIER" and I know it's a big fat liar. The other problem I'm having has to do with airport. I can't change the MAC address! Not in system prefs, and not with ifconfig. I can change en0 (100BaseT) just fine, but not en1 (airport extreme). It says ioctl: Operation not supported by device. Bitch. I'll eat you.
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From: cuddlescWP@gte.net
Subject: 5T Just read my good bye letter please. 8Feg1 1Iox1
Date: October 4, 2003 8:20:56 AM EDT
To: Tim <sektor@coders.net>
Reply-To: cuddlescWP@gte.net
Jenn (and family), It's been 2 weeks since you left me and I finally found a way to get my revenge. I have decided to sell our home photos to a website specializing in huge cocks (like mine). You said the size of my penis was the only thing I had going for me so I figured I might make a few bucks off it. I sold them the pictures on Friday and by Monday they had gotten back to me saying they have put the pictures up. See for yourself. here is the free login & pass Now the whole world, including your asshole family that never treated me with any respect, can see you taking my cock in your cunt, ass and mouth. Maybe your father would like to see his daughter gagging when I cum in your mouth. I bet they would also like to see you play with that huge dildo that so often found its way in your pussy while I ripped your asshole wide. All they have to do is go here... here is the free login & pass The whole site is full of whores like yourself getting fucked by guys with huge cocks. I've offered them the Valentine Day video for the right price. I'm sure everyone would love to hear you beg for it. Or better yet, hear you scream in pain when you get it up your shitter. That always gave me a little bit of satisfaction.
Hope You Die Hoe, -Jay
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So, you're all probably wondering what happened to the site. Um, well, I'm a dork.
I'm switching providers in a few days, and the migration is not going as smoothly as I'd hoped mainly because I timed things horribly. So this server is back on for now, and hopefully won't be going down for any significant amount of time when I do the actual transition. Just a matter of DNS crap from there on.
Anyways, I just got to work, so I'll be sure to post a rather long entry later detailing the interesting stuff that has gone down in the past few weeks. Trust me, it's worth waiting for. ;)
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