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I just woke up. Mmm, sleep was nice. Wish I could have slept for longer, but Chad let Nathan wake me up. I really don't mind, because I missed Nathan sooooo much.
I gained 2 pounds when I was in cali. Ugh. Ate entirely too much. That's ok, I'll lose it all in the next few days probably. I'm going to snag something really small to eat, and then I'm heading up to Home Depot to pick up some wood putty, sandpaper, paint, and brushes so I can get started painting that bedroom set. Some minor physical labour should make me feel better, and fixing up that furniture sounds like a fab idea for my vacation since I probably won't have time to do it later.
When I left home a week ago, I left all of my clean clothes up on the bed, and it looks like Chad left the bedroom door open because they are now covered in cat fur. I really really hate cats. Well, correction. I really really hate OUR cats. I really hate every pet we own, except Dory the hamster because he totally rocks. I like other peoples pets, just so long as they don't shed on me. My hair is thick enough to where I have enough problems dealing with my own shedding; the last thing I need is some animal that is helping cover my black velvet dress with even more unbecoming hairs. People like me are why the pocket lint picker upper thingie was created.
I'm feeling all spastical. Time for yoga, food, shower, home depot, painting - in that order.
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Finally got back home about 10 minutes ago. What's the first thing I do? Check my mail, my blog, and my IRC messages. I am such an internet addict. I was totally jonesing for internet when we were in Vegas. Since I don't have to work again until the 4th, I'm going to attempt to get some code done. I really need to learn about threading and such, so that is my project for tomorrow (today?).
I totally miss being in cali, but I have to admit it's nice to be home. I don't really want to be here; I don't much like being home anymore. But at least there's a place where I can walk around with messy hair and ugly pants and not have to worry about it. I'm sort of glad I left when I did. As much as I think Alfred totally rocks, I can't really be around someone for a long time like that. I need some kind of space. Even if the person invading my space is really cute and geeky and has really strong arms. hehe. sigh.
I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm totally boring, shy, psycho, or all of the above. I've been on the edge of a nervous breakdown for the past month or two. Despite the fact that the divorce isn't going badly at all, it's still a stressful process on top of everything else that weighs so heavily on my mind. It's really just one of many large issues that I'm constantly thinking about. Half the time I was really quiet and kind of depressed, and the other half I was hyper and/or drunk. I sort of got really pissed at him about something that was stupid, but in my mind it was a big deal because of all the shit I'd been thinking about lately regarding someone else. I feel horrible for taking it out on him. I just hope he doesn't hold all of that against me. I've been trying to smile and be my usual cheerful sektie self, but it's been difficult.
If I get this job and move to cali (note: big IF), I'll get a chance to leave some of this behind. New setting, new people, new job. Not really a new start, but I think it'll help me get through a lot of the issues I've been having lately. I am an emotional train wreck most of the time. I don't consider myself a weak person. I've been strong in ways most people will never have to be, and they should thank their lucky stars for it. But some stuff I have never quite learned how to deal with. I guess it's because I'm young, but it's frustrating. I just have to get through the next few months. Things will get a lot better in just a few more months. Won't they? Please?
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Just woke up about 20 minutes ago. "Randi? Randi? You missed your flight. wake up." I'm still feeling pretty drowsy, but I got on the phone to Delta and managed to reschedule for tonight. This time it was not my fault. It was totally Alfred's fault. He didn't set his alarm clock. I was going to try to stay up all night, but that didn't work out so well. *yawn*
We got back from Vegas last night. It was a pretty fun trip, except for a small fight the last night we were there. We started out driving to Vegas around 9:30 on Tuesday night, and about 15 minutes later we were pulled over going 101mph on 101. (No, I wasn't driving, don't bitch at me). We didn't get a ticket, although I did get to see Alfred be like 'umm...umm....' quite a bit, and that was kind of funny.
After we drove about halfway there, we got really tired, so we started looking for a hotel. That has got to be the worst hotel search ever. We went to 6 hotels or so, all of them had no vacany. Finally we found some crackpot hotel (check the Vegas album in the pics section) and spent the night there. I was too tired to be anything but amused by the entire situation.
We set out around noon, and got there in the early evening. I met Alfred's sister (cute!) and his mom, and I think he's pretty lucky to have a family like that. They both seemed really cool.
Then we went to go get our room at the Luxor. Alfred was just going to get us a normal room, but then the chick mentioned something about a suite with a jacuzzi, and I was like "omg! Pleeeease" and he totally got us that room. Isn't that awesome? It had a great view of the city from 24 floors up, huge windows next to the jacuzzi. Mad props. The cable modem inside the hotel room didn't work though, and I think one of the TV remotes was missing, so the next night we switched rooms. I didn't mind, because it was really cool that we got to stay in that room at all, and being as how the next night was thanksgiving, they were going to double the rate.
Later that night, I got to gamble for the very first time, yay! Alfred sat down to play blackjack, and I just stood behind him pretending to be one of those gambling babes or something. I think he got annoyed with that, so he made me sit down and gave me $10 in chips. It was a $10 minimum bet table, so I was like "heh, okay. watch me lose quick." I eventually walked away from the table with $195 in winnings. I rock.
I love gambling, but only if it's with someone elses money. Otherwise I'd totally be freaking out. It's also pretty nice how they pass around free drinks all crafty-like. Eh, I still managed to get drunk for free, and that's all that counts, right?
The next day, I didn't make any money - I think I ended up losing $20 total or something. Still, not too bad. My last night there, I drank like 4 or 5 long island ice teas, 4 or 5 screwdrivers with stoli, 2 shots of vodka, and a cosmopolitan (kind of yummy, but too girly of a drink for me). Yeah, I got totally sloshed that night. It was totally great. We met this guy from boeing, and he was a total asshole, but in a good way. He and I spent quite a bit of the time making jokes at the expense of Alfred, who was a very good sport about it.
We drove back the next morning, after getting 3 hours of sleep. Alfred drove, because I could barely complete a thought at the time. I slept until about 4 pm or so, and later on I drove for I-5 and a few other roads. I think the roadtrip probably would have been a lot more fun if both of us hadn't been recovering from alcohol binges both times. I feel really icky, probably because I never drink this much. I don't see how people could do this every day. Alcoholism is not for me.
Altogether, this has had to of been the best vacation ever. I had so much fun Monday night at the fbsd party. I don't really expect anyone else to understand, but being there was like kid-in-a-candy-store type feeling. That was great, and then the whole Vegas thing. Weeee! Alfred probably thinks I'm such a crackhead, because I've either been crazy hyper or recovering from alcohol binge the entire time I've been here. It's been a lot of fun, but right now I'm kind of looking forward to getting back home and curling up in bed all by myself. It stresses me out to be around people 24/7. I think it's time for some downtime. I'm going to miss it here.
Oh well. I'll upload the Vegas pictures later (of which you will see suprisingly little of Vegas - sorry, but most of my time was spent either drunk/sleeping/gambling, neither of which are very photogenic moments). First I need to warm up. Alfred's apartment is still freezing, and of course he's standing outside WITH THE DOOR OPEN smoking my cloves. hehe. I'm going to kick him in the head. :)
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So the freebsd party was last night, and OH MY GOD. People like, actually read this site and know who I am. It's frightening. I was drunk from about 10 minutes after I got there until half an hour after I left. I'm still somewhat confused about what went on, but I think I won a server? Hm. If they lied, I'm totally going to have Alfred beat them up. Still freaked out about how many people said "oh yeah, I read that site."
I managed to walk around all night in those knee high boots with 6" heels, and I have no idea how I kept from falling over after my 5th screwdriver. I've still got so much energy from last night. I totally want to move here. Atlanta sucks, and Cali has some awesome people.
I think I'm going to Vegas later today. Alfred is renting a convertible and we're going to roadtrip or something. Never been to Vegas before, but it's his sisters birthday. She is so cute, and hella cool from what Alfred tells me. I totally want to meet her.
Anyways, much love to all the people I met last night - you were all fucking awesome. I had more fun last night than I have had in a very long time. Good lord, I was drunk. I hope I didn't make that much of a fool of myself. At least I didn't get in any fights with angsty coders. :)
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Finally made it to Cali. Delta has redeemed themselves in my eyes. This totally makes up for the time they kicked me off that one flight.
So I got to the airport within 10 minutes of my flight leaving, mainly because I got the time for my flight wrong, traffic sucked, it was raining, and it took me fuqn forever to get that damn glitter nailpolish off. I tried to check in, but they can only check bags up until 30 minutes before the plane is scheduled to depart. I was almost about to cry. Someone told me I could reschedule my plane tickets, so I figured I'd try that. I called up the reservations number on one of the special kiosk phones, and they said there was a flight going out with a stop over in Salt Lake City, and it would leave in 3.5 hours. Cool! Only $25 for a ticket transfer. But she couldn't do it because it has to be within 3 hours of that flight, so I hung around. I went up to the counter to get the ticket, because I had cash (no CC) and they said I couldn't do that because it had a stopover (I paid for a nonstop), and my tickets were nontransferable. I was all like "omg, please help!" and they brought the manager over and I pulled the puppy eyes I'm-an-innocent-little-girl-thats-about-to-cry look, and he said "Well, how about we let you transfer your ticket, and we'll put you on this flight that leaves in 30 minutes for San Francisco". Rock! <3 Delta. That was the coolest thing an airline has ever done for me. I made it to the terminal with about 5 minutes to spare, and then I spent the next 5 hours on a plane with at least 8 children under the age of 1 year. Hm. I did sit next to this adorable pair of 10 month old twins though, aww. :) They were so cute!
I finally got to the airport, and I called Alfred only to find out he hadn't even left home. Apparently "Got tickets sanfran flight 1265 delta" isn't descriptive enough. I had sent him an SMS with that as soon as I got the tickets - no time for a phone call. So like, I'm at the airport, he's not there, and I had to wait like 45 minutes for him to get there. No worries, seems I can forgive a guy just about anything if he's cute enough and codes.
First impressions, cali is cold and barren. There's not much going on, at least not in this part. The trees are kind of cool. If I ever moved out here though, I'd definitely have to live in or closer to the city. An asphalt horizon is not my idea of paradise.
porn!
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[³] ircname .. fap fap fap fap
[³] channels .. @#hackphreak #freebsd @#openbsd +#ubixos @#iltonham @#codehozers @#coders +#c
[³] server .. mesa.az.us.undernet.org (Makin' Usenet Easy.)
[³] away .. is gone.. autoaway after 30 min (log!on.page!off)
[³] idle .. 19 seconds idle
[³] signon .. Fri Nov 21 17:35:41 2003
À- -Ä- - - - -
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A Tree Grows In Brooklyn (Betty Smith)
Digital Fortress (Dan Brown)
The Dark Tower V: Wolves of the Calla (Stephen King)
The Vampire Chronicles: Blood Canticle (Anne Rice)
MySQL Pocket Reference (O'Reilly)
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Stuff I've done:
- dyed hair (blonde, got rid of about 1/8" of roots. so trashy)
- bought skirts (2, very short, very cute)
- bought accessories for skirts (tights, 1 shirt, glove things)
- bought girlstuff (razors, shampoo & conditioner, travel toothpaste & hello kitty toothbrush)
- manicure
- bought slippers (blue fluffy things, don't want cold feet!)
- bought jacket (black rabbit fur, haven't decided if i'm keeping it or not)
- first part of facial
stuff i need to do:
- laundry
- get suitcase(s) from dad
- pack
- clean caboodles case out and decide what makeup to take
- decide on what clothes to take
- get # for taxi company
- print out ticket receipts to take to airport
- update jukebox zen mp3 db
- charge jukebox zen
- second part of facial
- pedicure
- charge camera battery
- haircut (please oh please, lisa be at work today!)
- lose at least 30 lbs (as if)
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david: you know what a sad day it is i admit YOU ARE THE SANEST WOMAN I KNOW
sektie: hahahaha
sektie: i'm perfectly sane. other people just don't understand my type of sanity
david: right
david: you are sane
david: AND I AM A VIRGIN
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cc -fpic -DPIC -O -pipe -mcpu=pentiumpro -DTERMIOS -DANSI_SOURCE -I/usr/src/secure/lib/libcrypto/../../../crypto/openssl -I/usr/src/secure/lib/libcrypto/../../../crypto/openssl/crypto -I/usr/obj/usr/src/secure/lib/libcrypto -DOPENSSL_NO_IDEA -DL_ENDIAN -DNO_IDEA -c /usr/src/crypto/openssl/crypto/sha/sha_dgst.c -o sha_dgst.So
In file included from /usr/src/crypto/openssl/crypto/sha/sha_dgst.c:70:
/usr/src/crypto/openssl/crypto/sha/sha_locl.h: In function `sha_block_host_order':
/usr/src/crypto/openssl/crypto/sha/sha_locl.h:345: unrecognizable insn:
(jump_insn 1296 1042 3609 (??? bad code 36864
) -1 (nil)
(nil))
/usr/src/crypto/openssl/crypto/sha/sha_locl.h:345: Internal compiler error in extract_insn, at recog.c:2148
Please submit a full bug report,
with preprocessed source if appropriate.
See <URL:http://www.gnu.org/software/gcc/bugs.html> for instructions.
*** Error code 1
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<north_> sektie one thing i must admit, u have some really awesome lips
<north_> out of all the chiqz on IRC sektie has the nicest lips
awww :)
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Long night at work. Very little happened, but I still feel drained. I've felt drained all week.
I remembered to sign up for health insurance, which is very important since I won't have any after the divorce. I'm impressed by how low the monthly payment for health insurance is. Very nice, since my budget is going to be kind of strained for a while.
Eric is quitting, and I'm a little sad over that. Worried as well, because that means his position as Truelinux PE is opening up. I hope that whoever gets the position isn't a complete retard and/or asshole. Mike sent out the job posting and said he needed to know who was interested in it ASAP. At first I wasn't going to apply for it. After all, it's Linux. I am a FreeBSDGirl. :) But after a bit of thinking, I shot an email off to him saying I was interested in the position. I'm really tired of working in the NOC. I have nothing to do there, EVER. I am quickly losing my motivation, and as a result I spend 18 hours out of every day programming and studying aimlessly. I have no focus, so I'm not progressing nearly as quickly as I could be. I want a position that is going to challenge me and keep me busy. At least give me something to do other than fix the occassional broken Sun box and reboot servers. Sigh. So anyways, I sent the email off, and shortly afterwords I received a reply asking me if I would be opposed to working a day shift, since he knew I love my night shift. Of course I explained that I would take any shift if I could just get a position that would suit my abilities. Sigh. Not quite in those words, but you get the point. So at least he's considering me. Honestly, I expected him to laugh once he saw I wanted it. This is a big position, and I'm sure there are a lot of people more qualified than myself. Oh well. Had to try. Wish me luck! :)
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I got home from work, started changing clothes, and looked for a pair of shorts. The only pair not in the laundry was the blue pair I bought from VS. They didn't fit when I bought them, but I thought they were cute so I bought them anyways. Just for the hell of it, I tried to put them on and they fit perfectly. Do I think "wow, I've lost more weight!"? No. First thought that comes to my mind - "cool, I don't have to do laundry."
Losing weight has lost it's novelty. I really don't care anymore. I'm tired of buying new clothes 'cause my old ones are too big. Blah.
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I think I'm going to start painting again soon. I've had a lot of really good ideas for paintings, my favorite of which is going to be called "Innocence Betrayed". It's kind of an odd size, maybe 16" high and 36" long. The background will be black, and the foreground will be an extremely dark blue, so it looks like it's all the same color from far away. You'd have to get close to make out what it's a picture of. The kana for "Innocence" will be in the upper right hand corner, and the bottom half will be the sillohette of a naked woman reclining, propped up on her elbows, head back. I love the title, and it'll be fun if anyone figures out the point I am trying to get across with it. I'm thinking it'd be a good picture to put above the headboard of my bed. It feels good to be getting my creativity back at last.
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ugh.
You know, it's one thing to dig on computer guys. I can understand it. In my opinion, guys in the IT industry are the only way to go (at least for myself). We have a lot in common. Computers are, sadly enough, in some way about 90% of my life. They are important to me, and it's important to have someone I can talk to about them without having to talk down. Obsessive? Maybe.
It's a totally different thing to be a scenewhore. I can safely disqualify myself from those ranks. Why? Because although I prattle on sometimes about stupid shit, I'm not a fucking retard. When I say something, I say it because I know what I'm fucking talk about. I don't sit here and be like "I know computers! I can install FreeBSD!" because I don't need to. Anyone that knows me knows that I know my shit (wow, that was confusing). Sitting here and stating it in every single post would be counterproductive. I made this site because I like having a blog. Friends, relatives, and stalkers like to know what I'm up to. It's a nice place to just be silly and get things off my shoulders. Put it in text, it's easier to go through that way. I'm not directly ranting at anyone, so it's guilt free. Anyways, going off on a totally different rant there. Go me. So, back to scenewhores. I am sick of these stupid fucking retard females coming on IRC and being all like "*giggle* look at my pic! look at me! I'm a female and I can figure out how to use mIRC!". These females have their place on IRC. It's #teenchat, not a technical (or even pseudo-technical) channel. A little bit of attention-seeking is normal, everyone does it. But when it comes to people that post new pics of themselves in channel on average every 4 minutes, I get a little fed up. Excuse me? Please go elsewhere. You're a waste of bandwidth. If you actually knew something and could help people when they asked questions, I might not have so much of a problem with it. This is just fucking retarded.
Has anyone else noticed that the number of scenewhores on IRC has increased quite a bit in the past 2 years? IRC has gotten terribly trendy. Pity it's an addiction I have no interest in breaking.
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michelle: my friend is sending me n@kEd pix of this grl she is going tobe w/ soon... hehe!
sektie: wow
sektie: did you notice the older we get, the more lesbian we get?
sektie: i think by the time i'm 30, i won't need guys at all.
michelle: NO SHIT
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My back has been hurting all weekend. Major suckage. I'm tired and my tizandine don't seem to be working so well anymore, so I'm going to stop taking them for a while. I'm probably building up a tolerance to them, which is really strange. I usually don't build up tolerances that easily. I've been having to take 2 pills, and the dosage says 1/2 to 1 pill. It rips up my stomache something fierce. Poor me.
I'm at work finally, and it's good to be back. I told TFox I'd do some perl for him tonight, and I'm feeling kind of dirty because of that. Perl does not give me happy thoughts. It's a fairly simple script though, just does a few things with DBI. It's been a while since I've written anything in perl (a year? maybe more) so I'm probably going to have to rtfm a little to get my groove back. I wish I could do it in c, but he wants perl. Blah!
I'm feeling kind of bummed today, and I'm not sure why. I managed to get in 5 hours of sleep before I came in to work, and I should be extremely happy over that. I'm sure I'll snap out of it once I get my code on. I think I finally left my burnout phase, and now it's time for 2 or 3 weeks of 18/7 coding.
I met a homeless guy yesterday. I'm usually fairly cynical and jaded when it comes to homeless people, but I'm inclined to believe this guy was telling the truth. Mainly because he was in Henry county, and there are absolutely no bums in Henry county. It's not that we are all rich or anything, it's just that it's so far from the city. It'd be like finding a bum in farm country. It usually doesn't happen. He said he came to Georgia because his daughter died, and something happened to his truck - the city towed it? I didn't really understand that part. He has a home back in Kentucky, and he just wants to get back to it. I gave him my phone number and told him Christian City could probably help. Christian City is a community just next to Fayetteville. They do all kinds of homeless/charity work, so I figured if this guy really is legit and just wants to get back home, they could probably help him. He asked me to take him to church Sunday morning, but I told him I was going to be out of state. I'm just some innocent girl, and the idea of having a homeless guy in my car doesn't sound all that safe. Also, that would require that I go to church, and I'm not a Christian. I hope he calls me if he really needs some help though. I can find a way to get him to Christian City, even if it's just to pay a taxi to take him there. I really feel bad for him, and I want to do anything I can to help him. Maybe I'm just a fool, but I'd rather say I tried to help instead of just casting him off like the alcoholic bum everyone else is sure to think he is. If there's even a chance he's telling the truth, I don't want to turn my back on him. Everyone so far has told me I'm way too gullible. Maybe I am. sigh.
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DryGrain [~freebeer@ca-ukiah1c-106.losaca.adelphia.net] has joined #freebsd
<DryGrain> FREE ALL VAGINAS FROM THE EVIL CUNT OF THE FLAPPING EAST AND ALL OF THE DISEASES OF THE NORTH!!!!!! FREE VAGINA EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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<chris> I was reading freebsdgirl.com and noticed no mention of your super hot coworker chris, and his witty banter.
CHRIS IS HOT AND WITTY AND COOL AND SMART AND OWES ME $70.
bitch.
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1. Call evolutions, ask for appointment with Lisa. My hair is atrocious, I need a decent cut and someone else to do my roots. Maybe I'll have her put in blue highlights (chunks?) as well.
2. Go shopping. Need luggage. Maybe a new skirt? Pajamas? At least shoes are covered! :)
3. Laundry! I've worn all of my favorite clothes, and I want them for cali.
4. Pedicure? Manicure? I want to feel pampered. Considering I'm about to put myself through hours in 5"-6" heels, my body deserves it. Maybe I should get my nails painted the same shade of blue as my hair.
5. Diet. I am so fat.
6. Get the number for a taxi company. I think I'm just going to have a cab take me from work to the airport Sunday morning. It'll be a lot easier than trying to get all of my stuff on Marta.
7. Pack!!! This is an entirely seperate list all by itself. Sigh. I know I'm going to forget something totally important. I always do. With my luck, it'll be something important like underwear. I am not wearing that skirt without underwear. No way in hell.
8. Buy books for flight.
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You4eea [~jason@rrcs-sw-24-153-210-240.biz.rr.com] has joined #freebsd
<You4eea> hello world
<You4eea> where is ruby in the ports tree?
<HexGhost> cd /usr/ports && make search key="ruby"
<HexGhost> locate ruby | grep ports
<kpacka> locate ruby
<You4eea> I did that and it is everywhere
<HexGhost> cd /usr/ports/lang && find . -name "ruby" -print
<sektie> heh.
<sektie> <3
<You4eea> is the lang port the main one?
<HexGhost> one would assume
<You4eea> damm, I delete that tree
<sektie> *snort*
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Providing I can get plane tickets tonight, I should be up in cali for that 10 yr bsd anniversary thing. Any of ya'll planning on going? I'm going to be staying with Alfred, so that'll cut down on the cost of needing a rental car and hotel. I'm thinking about hanging around all week. I've never been to cali before, and I really want to see the shemales. Atlanta doesn't appear to have many of them at all.
Hm. social function, lots of geeks. Not to be a total girl or anything, but I have no freaking clue wtf I'm going to wear. Choices are:
1) Goth/punk/etc schoolgirl outfit with those fab new boots I just bought. The skirt is a little too short for my liking. I never have any clue how to sit in it, and it feels like my assfat is always showing. It does look really cute though.
2) Soccer mom geek. Probably my Gap or Abercrombie jeans with a tight 'ubergeek' shirt or something. I'm also pondering getting a tshirt made with the freebsdgirl logo on the front, and 'debian users have small penii.' on the back.
3) Skater look, best known as "The Acid Burn". You probably know exactly who/what I'm talking about, and just don't want to admit to it. I've got a lot of outfits that look like something Angelina Jolie totally would have worn in that movie, and a few pairs of Kikwear and JNCO's. JNCO is so 1997, though. I have no clue what people wear out in cali, anyways.
4) Urban hip slut. Black fitted pants, some kind of white shirt button up collared shirt that shows off the cleavage, and a pair of 5" black opentoe heels.
I'm probably going to end up wearing tshirt and jeans. Anything else sounds like way too much effort. As it is, there's a lot to be done before I head out to cali. Wish me luck! :)
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But I still look good in black. :)
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Much love to Jenny Labow.
So I went shopping yesterday. As usual. I spent entirely too much money and I feel horrible about it. My spending streak has not been doing well this past week. I got some cute open-toe 5" heels (w/2" platform), 5" heel knee high lace up boots (also with 2" platform), an amethyst jewel for my tongue barbell, jewels to go on the ends of my nipple piercing, and a really gorgeous perdot and amethyst flower for my hood. oh my god, that last one was sooo expensive, but I just fell in love with it. It's in a gold setting...gah. My genitals have never felt so expensive.
After the shopping extraveganza, I called up Kerbawy from work and went out drinking with him. He's kind of quiet sometimes, but I don't mind. I don't like it when I always have to talk. It's tiring. I'm working at being more social, but I'm definitely more comfortable behind my laptop. It's a lot easier to be me when I'm at the keyboard. Every time I go out to a bar, I have to make sure I have a friend that is going to meet me there because within 30 seconds of walking through the door, some guy is hitting on me and I really have no idea how to deal with it. I just kind of smile, nod, and look uncomfortable. I can't be mean and tell them to fuck off. I just don't know how. Sometimes I just wish I could set everything on fire, you know? Burn it to the ground.
I bought an iSight last week. <3! It is so adorable. I set up a new site, http://camwhore.codersluts.net. It's not on that much, because I kind of feel weirded out when I have it on. Like everyone is staring at me. I suppose that is the point. I like attention, obviously. I think that might be a bit too much though. I videoconfed with alfred the other night and took some neat drunk-sektie pics. Here's one.
I have to go put on my hookerboots soon. It's matrix time. I briefly considered a black vinyl catsuit, but I don't even really like the matrix. I just want an excuse to dress up. My butt is to big anyways.
I think I'm going to start heading over to Ballys every time I feel the need to go shopping. Hm. Exhaust myself, so I'll be too tired to shop? Or maybe I can just put on those 5" heels so I won't be able to last that long. I did walk at least half a mile in them last night, though. I thought that was pretty impressive. My toes are still a bit numb.
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[sektie]$ mail noc
Subject: reverse dns request
69.56.159.109 -> smut.codersluts.net
69.56.203.112 -> freebsdgirl.com
69.56.203.113 -> daemonporn.com
69.56.203.114 -> codersluts.net
69.56.203.115 -> naked.freebsdgirl.com
69.56.203.116 -> camwhore.codersluts.net
69.56.203.117 -> sektie.com
69.56.203.118 -> lesbian.freebsdgirl.com
69.56.203.119 -> fjear.the.36DD.freebsdgirl.com
thanks!
Randi Harper
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<TCA> It is interesting to see sexual habits tied in with what OS someone uses
<TCA> I use novell... I wonder what that does to twist my mind..
<sektie> i'm guessing you have problems that lead to using viagra.
<sektie> that's what comes to mind when i think of novell
<sektie> something that just won't die, despite it being far beyond its time.
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Let's see, where are we at right now?
I'm entering the singles scene. Chad and I decided that it would be a good idea to get a divorce, as we seem to make better friends than husband/wife. We will be living fairly close to each other to make things easier as far as Nathan goes. We are living together right now for financial reasons and convenience, but we'll both be leaving the house in January. I'm really happy all of this is happening the way it is. I was rather afraid we wouldn't be able to remain friends, but as long as things stay the way they are now, it's all good.
I'm nervous about being single, though. I'm not quite sure how to handle all of it. I'm not good with guys. I don't know how to fend off unwelcome advances quite simply because I'm too nice. I don't want to be a bitch, although that's what I've been told I've got to be. I am rather particular, and I'm definitely not looking for a serious relationship - especially being as how I've been in a seriouis relationship for 5 years.
Halloween was a blast. Chad and I took Nathan out trick-or-treating. After he realized what was going on, we had to restrain him from running ahead of us to the next door. After all of that was over with, I went to Fadoe's in Buckhead with David and a bunch of people from ISS. I had so much fun! I haven't gotten drunk in quite a while, and I got to talk geek. Sigh. I used to be much more proficient in geek. I'm sure I'll regain all of that as I build up my alcohol tolerance. Three screwdrivers should not have me drunk. I was also more than a little hungover when I finally woke up, and then I drove to Nashville for the weekend. It was a lot of fun, but I'm glad to be home.
I got Panther!! It is a sexy beast. It runs a lot faster than Jaguar on my powerbook g4 866mhz. Fast user switching makes everyone go "ooooooo" when I show it to them. The graphics are very nice, but I'm still having a few problems. Although my phone (Nokia 3650) syncs perfectly with iSync and I can see it with bluetooth and transfer files back and forth, I can't seem to come up with a working modem script to use it for ppp. I don't want to use GPRS, I want to do ppp to my isp over GSM. If I do any ATDT command, the phone dials the number and then immediately disconnects with "NO CARRIER" and I know it's a big fat liar. The other problem I'm having has to do with airport. I can't change the MAC address! Not in system prefs, and not with ifconfig. I can change en0 (100BaseT) just fine, but not en1 (airport extreme). It says ioctl: Operation not supported by device. Bitch. I'll eat you.
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From: cuddlescWP@gte.net
Subject: 5T Just read my good bye letter please. 8Feg1 1Iox1
Date: October 4, 2003 8:20:56 AM EDT
To: Tim <sektor@coders.net>
Reply-To: cuddlescWP@gte.net
Jenn (and family), It's been 2 weeks since you left me and I finally found a way to get my revenge. I have decided to sell our home photos to a website specializing in huge cocks (like mine). You said the size of my penis was the only thing I had going for me so I figured I might make a few bucks off it. I sold them the pictures on Friday and by Monday they had gotten back to me saying they have put the pictures up. See for yourself. here is the free login & pass Now the whole world, including your asshole family that never treated me with any respect, can see you taking my cock in your cunt, ass and mouth. Maybe your father would like to see his daughter gagging when I cum in your mouth. I bet they would also like to see you play with that huge dildo that so often found its way in your pussy while I ripped your asshole wide. All they have to do is go here... here is the free login & pass The whole site is full of whores like yourself getting fucked by guys with huge cocks. I've offered them the Valentine Day video for the right price. I'm sure everyone would love to hear you beg for it. Or better yet, hear you scream in pain when you get it up your shitter. That always gave me a little bit of satisfaction.
Hope You Die Hoe, -Jay
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So, you're all probably wondering what happened to the site. Um, well, I'm a dork.
I'm switching providers in a few days, and the migration is not going as smoothly as I'd hoped mainly because I timed things horribly. So this server is back on for now, and hopefully won't be going down for any significant amount of time when I do the actual transition. Just a matter of DNS crap from there on.
Anyways, I just got to work, so I'll be sure to post a rather long entry later detailing the interesting stuff that has gone down in the past few weeks. Trust me, it's worth waiting for. ;)
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