Robin ([info]robin_pulaski) wrote,
@ 2011-03-07 13:16:00
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Entry tags:fandom: tsn, pairing: jesse/andrew

carry it in my heart masterpost

Title: carry it in my heart 

Author: moi
Fandom: The Social Network RPS
Pairing: Andrew Garfield/Jesse Eisenberg, mentions of past Andrew Garfield/Robert Sheehan
Rating: NC17
Summary: How Jesse learned to stop worrying and love his costar.
A/N: So, so, SO much thanks to my many and sundry betas, without whom none of this would have ever been possible: Mel, who helped me every single step of the way in more ways than I can count (and who provided Andrew's handwriting and adorable notes and doodles), Mic, who inspired me to write this in the first place and served as my human wikipedia for all things Jesse/Andrew, Sam, who is responsible for the gorgeous graphics and who talked me through so much of this process, and Heath, who tragically isn't here to read this right now but who was incredibly wonderful and helpful to have as a sounding board and exceedingly patient about my craziness. I trust that all of y'all know how very, very, very much I love you.
A/N #2: This is all an AU in which their respective girlfiends are living very happy and fulfilling lives elsewhere, and these two are actually a thing.

 


{ part i | part ii | part iii | part iv | part v | part vi }

This fic is complete.





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[info]alicedawkins
2011-01-04 07:26 am UTC (link)
PERFECTION! This is PERFECTION! I can't even....I'm speechless. Really...I can't articulate how unbeliavably perfect this is. I was laughing so hard, and yet it's so sweet, and so beliavable, and this:

''Jesse's not sure anything he's ever done in his entire life has ever felt natural, except for acting. His body doesn't even feel natural to him. No, his body doesn't, but somehow Andrew's does.''

Perfection.

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[info]Arrabella Bolter
2011-01-05 02:23 am UTC (link)
http://fuckyeahandrewgarfield.tumblr.com/post/2405707010/andrew-and-jesse-behind-the-scenes-of-the-social

Just seeing the off screen, really reinforces this fic!
Its lie I'm seeing the 'took his knuckle into his mouth'
Watch it! Its really fun.

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[info]asinnerofsorts
2011-01-22 04:38 pm UTC (link)
Hey hey. Someone linked me to this post and I LOVE it so far. Would you happen to know how I'd go about getting alerts when this is updated? Or should I just bookmark this page?

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[info]merrinee
2011-01-24 06:34 pm UTC (link)
YOU. POSTED. PART. IV. OMG. ;A; *happy flail* <3

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[info]sometimestreets
2011-01-25 11:12 am UTC (link)
LOVE YOU HOLY SHIIIIT I LOVE YOU

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[info]fascistsinjune
2011-01-28 04:31 am UTC (link)
Hi.

First, I'd just like to say that I have not, at this point, seen The Social Network. It didn't really interest me, as I though it was merely a fictionalized portrayal of the rise of social networking in America and the world. Now that I know it's not, now that I know it's more... I know I will see it. But not yet.

But I was linked to your fic. I was hesitant. I'd only really seen Zombieland and that episode of Doctor Who... I didn't know the people you were working with and the movie you were working around. I couldn't relate at all. Why should I read this?

I did, despite my misgivings. And, jesus. I'm glad. You are quite good. As a huge fan of the hipster aesthetic, despite not having the heart or the means to be a true hipster myself, I'm unbelievably pleased by your stark yet cluttered style. I feel as if this is what love is like for our generation. A bit of emotion tucked between possessions, an turn-of-phrase being held to the light to check for flaws.

There are so many things I could say but I'll leave it about here. I have no right to say more. I don't know you and I don't know The Social Network. I don't know Jesse Eisenberg and I don't know Andrew Garfield.

But, fuck's sake. You've nailed something on the damn head.

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[info]fascistsinjune
2011-02-04 08:56 am UTC (link)
Hello again.

I still haven't seen The Social Network. I know it's quite... I don't know, gauche of me to come back and say that. To come back and say, "Hi! I am still lacking the correct context to fully judge your piece! And through no fault but my own!" So I don't expect you to welcome my incoherent ramblings. But, hey. It's the internet. What you gonna do?

I just wanted to say that I'm less than pleased with you. I mean, it's always nice to have someone to blame. And I am fully blaming you for creating and organizing this neat little package, aerodynamically designed to make me cry. I despise weeping. I really do. But your elegant combination of music and writing... Look, I don't know if the Fates take the time to toggle the timers on the songs so that they match up perfectly to whatever part I'm reading but... Well. Sometimes I suspect they do.

I tend to feel things deeper and sharper, more than I probably should. So I try to avoid any type of media that would prompt these intense bouts of feeling. I don't watch romances or dramas or even well-done music videos if I can help it. If there isn't at least one explosion in whatever I'm reading/watching then I shy away. Explosions are surprisingly good meters of how little emotion a movie/book will garner.

So it was foolish of me to read this. Utter folly. I can already feel this awful ache beginning to set in between my collar bones, between my shoulder blades. It's deep and it's sharp and I can tell you now that it's probably not going away for a while. It's gonna linger and goddamn if that isn't your fault.

But, as well as blaming you, I'd also like to thank you. Because I'm so terrified of falling too far, getting in too deep... Because I'm so terrified of drowning in my own emotions, I don't allow myself to feel as many as are probably healthy for me. Your package, whilst forcing me to cry, has also allowed me to cry.

Mmm... And this is why I should not be writing responses at 4:00 am.

(Thank you.)

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[info]technoreverie
2011-01-28 02:29 pm UTC (link)
Um, hey! Just wanted to let you know that I found this fic via tumblr, and I read all the current parts last night in one sitting because I seriously couldn't put it down. xD This fic immediately has shot up there to like my list of favourite top fanfictions of all time. They way you right Andrew and Jesse and how they act is like sheer poetry and awesome dancing across my computer screen.
Thank you so much for sharing your genius and I look forward to the rest of the parts! :)

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[info]hellolazy
2011-02-01 01:40 am UTC (link)
I am so, so, so deeply in love with this, words cannot even describe. At first I wasn't into the 'jewnicorn' fanfic, just merely obsessed over their hidden love, but this story has changed my mind, and for the better may I add. I simply love the beautiful way you have with words and how elaborately well you wrote the characters. They seemed so perfectly real to me that every now and then I had to remind myself this was just a story (as much as I wish it wasn't). I fell in love with them and I cannot wait for the next part of this wonderful, wonderful story.

Seriously, beautifully done.

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[info]hormones
2011-02-03 03:28 pm UTC (link)
I don't even.

I read the entire thing last night and I'm practically frothing at the mouth for more. Unreal!

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[info]xlilxlullaby
2011-02-06 09:13 am UTC (link)
I think this is without a doubt the Best written piece of literature that i have ever been graced to lay my eyes on. I am really, really overwhelmed. Content (aka- those beautiful young men you're writing about.) aside, the way you write; the way you think, just keeps me on my toes. I read it in one sitting, and it makes me want to read it again and again and again.

You capture Jesse so completely, that I really question if you're not him in the flesh. Their relationship is wholesome, and beautiful, and marvelous. You made me squee even louder everytime I see Andrew touch him, because you got me thinking about how natural it is.

The whole thing left me speechless. I literally want to hug you, and possibly never let you go.

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[info]wintervixen86
2011-02-11 11:21 pm UTC (link)
I've never read anything from this fandom before, but this is great - well done.

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[info]mgarfield
2011-02-17 11:27 am UTC (link)
Let me just say that I never read fanfics. I disapprove of fanfics because the few times I actually try to read all the way through a fic, I always end up feeling disgusted or that my impression of a certain fandom is marred.

HOWEVER, as I have said this many, many times, you are a god, and you have managed to melt my heart that this fic triumphs over reality (although we all actually know that Andrew and Jesse really ARE secretly in love irl, although maybe not too secretly...) and I have to say this fic is exactly what made me get through today. I've always hated school, from peer pressure and all other kinds of stress. School is always this huge...bout of stress for me, anyway, what I'm trying to say is, your fic made me get through the day....SMILING. I would grin to myself all the time in school, thinking about the lovely bits in this story, even everyone thinks something is wrong with me. And thus, you have changed my life, Robin, and you are a true inspiration.

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[info]mgarfield
2011-02-17 03:08 pm UTC (link)
PS. You also ruined my life because my heart aches whenever I think of them now. But I guess that is also a good thing, so thank you anyway.

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[info]joansanatomy
2011-02-20 01:46 am UTC (link)
It's been a while that I have to check this page EVERYDAY. I need the part VI to be posted... I can't hold my excitement. This fic is just too perfect.

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[info]tarareedstarr
2011-02-20 07:31 pm UTC (link)
I want.
Part VI.
SO BAD.
It hurts. this entire thing hurts. it's too much good.

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[info]confusedasian
2011-02-22 02:00 am UTC (link)
THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER
js

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[info]melted_snowdrop
2011-02-22 03:53 pm UTC (link)
Hi!
Your story is LOVELY so far, and I hope you don't mind me friending you to track it :)
Cheers!

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[info]imprinted_soul
2011-02-23 02:35 pm UTC (link)
this is ten kinds of wonderful, really:D

i'm loving it so far. SO MUCH.

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[info]trucksmom
2011-02-25 01:20 am UTC (link)
i just created a livejournal account so that i could tell you how much i love this. i found it through a tumblr that i was reading in my slight obsession with andrew garfield that has developed after seeing the social network....

it is just such a beautiful, wonderful, well-written story. you should be so proud of it. i cannot stop reading it. i've read it three times all the way through and know i'll go back and read it again. it's like i want to keep reading it until i have every word committed to memory.

i was heartbroken to read that it's going on hiatus. i will definitely check back sporadically to see if it's returned...

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[info]Sara Alves
2011-02-26 09:11 pm UTC (link)
Will you please post another chapter?! Please, I beg you, this is so amazing, I just can't stop reading and I need my daily-dose of jewnicorn love!
Let me tell you, I cried. Several times. And will not post my favourite quotes because it would be mostly the whole story. So yeah...

Just keep posting for the sake of my sanity!

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[info]buhnebeest
2011-02-27 08:04 am UTC (link)
OMG this series is so amazing!! I am flailing all over the place, what even. Your Jesse is so adorable, I just want to squish him the entire time, and Andrew <3333 so much love. Can't wait for the next installment :D

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[info]trucksmom
2011-03-01 08:27 pm UTC (link)
i just read on your tumblr that you're writing the next chapter and i am squealing and wiggling in my seat. so much excite!

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[info]themasksheraid
2011-03-06 05:43 pm UTC (link)
This story is my child, omg. I read it, and when I finished the 6th part, I just felt so empty and sad that there wasn't the rest of the story up. I can't wait till you get the other parts up, and thank you so much for this beautiful piece of art.

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[info]jslvr4vr
2011-03-09 02:13 am UTC (link)
I have not yet seen the movie (I will!) and was linked here from tumblr. Can't wait to start reading!!!!

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[info]severedscythe
2011-05-08 09:31 am UTC (link)
I haven't seen the movie, I usually HATE RPF but I'm stiting here in awe and adoring every word.

You're an amazing writer.

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[info]cobizah
2011-05-16 03:11 am UTC (link)
Hi there! I stumbled across your fic today (only the second TSN fic I've read), and I just wanted to say how BRILLIANT and WONDERFUL it is!!! I loved the style of the writing, the plot, the characterisation, EVERYTHING akdjhgadlfjgl so awesome! Sorry for not being more constructive, I just loved everything about this fic. :) This has definitely brightened my day - I really hope you do continue it after your've recovered from your finals. Thanks again! :DDD

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[info]Sofiiiiiiiiiiii
2011-05-21 05:26 am UTC (link)
So I'm guessing you are not continuing this :( I really enjoy your fics if you have time please keep writting :) you are amazing

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[info]carlisle
2011-05-28 03:14 pm UTC (link)
The link to your tumblr is not working, just so you know :)

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THIS IS AMAZING
[info]notveryravenofu
2011-07-03 04:09 pm UTC (link)
First of all, I have to say this is the definitive Jesse + Andrew fic. And, honestly, this might sound crazy, but this is one of the very best books I've ever read in my life (yes yes I know it's not a book, but still).

Robin, I don't know if you're reading these comments anymore, but if you are, you should know you are a goddess! You amaze me!

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[info]desertsong16
2011-08-06 12:26 am UTC (link)
THIS FIC
Okay, so I finished it a couple of days ago, and I'm just now commenting because I didn't have internet, and I can still gush.
I love everything that this fic is and chooses to be, I don't even think you know, I swear oh my god.
I laughed, and cried, and grinned like and idiot, and got all hot and bothered, and laughed some more, and did some chin-handsing.
It was fabulous.
Also, I had kind of forgotten that Flightless Bird, American Mouth existed and now I've been listening to it on repeat. Fabulous song.

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[info]asherlev1
2011-08-19 02:32 pm UTC (link)
jw, was there ever a fanmix for this? cos I coulda sworn there was, only I didn't bookmark it and I can't find it now...*scratches head*

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that's GOD's fandom
[info]Frida Lu
2011-10-26 10:10 am UTC (link)
After reading the stories, i really wish i can share it to my friends.

May i translate your fandom into Chinese, then all my friends can read your amazing fanfic.

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[info]derayneapek
2011-10-31 02:36 pm UTC (link)
Gratitude is the sign of noble souls.

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[info]perriexyx
2011-11-01 09:51 pm UTC (link)
The aims of acne treatment are to prevent new spots forming, to improve on acne treatment already present, and to prevent scarrings.

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