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Kind of…

I’s weird to public two articles in one night, or say, sad?

Some time you are not really sure which kind of people you want to be, you feel you are in good life already, perhaps, comparatively. But still something is not right, and you know it’s just far from right.

Definitely next step is already in the mind, it’s so clear that makes you believe it is you true goal. This is correct, i think, truly. You have a vision of the future, you have to achieve it step by step. Each step is not easy actually, so there’s necessary to set steps for each step.

The problem is, you may get lost in some deep details, you may question yourself: where i am? why should i doing such thing which i don’t actually like to do? then you need to think back, try to remember your vision, split it up, and find your location. If you can not remember it, or you forget how you make yourself chose and believe it, you are in serious trouble…

So i see two person in one: A control freak, like to set goals and make orders, this guy has big vision and ambitions, shows up occasionally. And a weak follower, no courage to break the rules, easily tired. These two make a team, achieve every thing together.

Sounds good ha, a team is alway better than one, but where’s the loneness come from? maybe even those two works together, but each of then is always want to be with some one has the same character and doing the same thing. Sadly, no.

I’s like bedfellows are having different dreams…

kind of …

creepy…