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  • June 10, 2015


    “She stopped caring.  Not apathy.  Unattachment.” Nancy said it perfectly.  This from a post she wrote today concerning The Course and conversations we had last night.  Not that I’m necessarily counting, but I think we are in Week 3 of me being me.  Me being completely and unshakably happy.  Content.  Unattached.  Completely blissed out in […]

  • May 29, 2015

    The spark – finding myself

    There was a spark that ignited something within me a couple weeks ago.  As usual, I’ve been on a hiatus from writing here, publicly.  The reasons are many, but no doubt a result of said spark. What it comes down to is that I’ve finally found myself. It cannot be argued that I’ve turned heads, frustrated […]

  • May 4, 2015

    Faith and defenselessness

    The things I’m still working on, still trying to embrace, still trying to embody:  faith and defenselessness.  Today I woke in mild panic.  Panic over the bills, panic over finances, panic over getting pre-approved this next weekend for the purchase of my new home, panic over upcoming business events, panic over my work week.  I […]

  • May 2, 2015

    The 7 most important things in life I learned from video games

    So, the secret is out:  I love playing video games.  (As if those who truly know me didn’t know already.)  I’d say playing video games is definitely an obsession; a compulsion of sorts.  From the time I was eight or nine years old, I spent far too many hours wasting the day away playing Prince of Persia and Doom […]

  • April 29, 2015

    The Truth in you remains as radiant as a star

  • April 27, 2015

    Jami Lula – Perfect

    A beautiful remembrance to start the work week. Spirit, guide me today.  Allow me to remember the perfection that I am that is You.  Allow me to remember the love that I am that is You.  I walk firmly today in peace, love and light with a knowingness that each day I am becoming that […]

  • April 26, 2015

    Turning away from fear

    I woke this morning in a panic.  I noticed the wrenching knot in my stomach that was causing me to ball up in a fetal position.  I experienced feelings of guilt and shame that so regularly cloud my mind.  I could hear and feel my heart pound through my body. I felt the dirtiness, that so frequently […]

  • April 24, 2015

    Pulled to something else

    There I was, sitting with the others of the group, watching each of them as they spoke.  Being the introvert I am, I’m fine letting others run the show as I quietly observe and only speak up when necessary.  I hung onto each word  that was said and watched their reactions to each other. There was […]

  • April 23, 2015

    Lessons from my Higher Self

    I finally did it –  I completely lost my shit. I was driving like a bat out of hell.  My car tires screeching with each hard stop and hugging each corner as if the rubber and curb was caught in some sensual embrace.  My screaming pierced the peaceful night air and I could hear my words echo […]