Just now I had my evening tea and come back to my office.

When I’m having tea I spoke to my mother to know the status of loan against the house property.

Remember…

Last month when I told my mother about my cash flow problem she said that an application for 5 lakh loan has been submitted to the bank and they promised to give the loan during first week of this month.

Based on this promise I have given a world to my house owners and staff members….

Just now my mother confirmed that it may take one more month for loan to be processed…

This news doesn’t cause any shock to me….

Because…

I have been experiencing insensitivity and indifference of my mother and brother for the last one year about this issue.

This I have been blogged extensively through my various blog posts…

My mother’s apathy put me in the following deep troubles…

  1. My company’s assessments still pending.
  2. Bank EMIs not paid during last three months.
  3. My credit history damaging.
  4. My bank loan opportunity dwindling.
  5. Pressure from staff and house owner about their dues.

Cash flow problem crushing my family:

I’m finding it very difficult even to meet our basic needs.

As she’s not my birth mother perhaps she’s not feeling my pain.

The reasons for apathy of my family members:

  1. They think that I’m wrong they are right.
  2. As they feel I’m wrong naturally they are indifferent and insensitive.

Here I want to tell you whether I’m right or wrong they will realize it in another 30 days.

None of these troubles can shake my confidence.

Break the silence and respond

I appeal to all the family members to break their silence and respond to the situation…

If you miss this opportunity you will miss this opportunity forever…

You may doubt as to how to respond…

You can respond in two ways

  1. Adjust some money that you are comfortable… Even a small amount can help me in getting over this situation.
  2. Communicating my problem to my mother and see that something is done to get over my problem…

I’m not begging

Don’t think that I’m asking for a donation…

What I’m asking is a small loan that can be payable to you along with interest in the month of May…

Silence will break the relationships

You may be thinking that you have already helped me and there is no need to do now.

I’m not denying whatever you have given me…

I have publicly acknowledged what you have done to me through my blog posts…

Here I want to conform that I’m going to repay what you have given to me along with interest in year two are three months time….

You may not believe this…

But this is going to be the reality…

So I request you understand my current situation and respond accordingly…

The benefits of unwanted child:

Based on what my mother talked to me today she’s completely thinking negatively about me…

I cannot question what she think and believe….

What I’m doing through this blog is trying to tell my current situation and feelings.

So that family members will understand inner true spirit…

Contrary to what I believed everyone thinking negatively about me…

This negativity of family members helping me to change my focus in the following directions..

  1. I am going beyond the family members
  2. I’m thinking big
  3. Facing the challenges with even more determination
  4. I’m committing to myself to make my dream a reality soon

I can understand the ignorance of my family members:

None of the family members have any experience in entrepreneurship…

All their wrong beliefs are based on mere opinions but not based on facts…

Creating assets take time…

It requires a lot of patience and perseverance…

I therefore don’t have any negativity about my family members….

If not today tomorrow they will realize this…

Currently I’m estimating that my fertility blog will earn two plus lakhs by the end of this month…

My other blogs and product creation work will create revenue of 10 plus lakhs by the end of May month…

And after that I’m sure there will be no looking back…

As you are all doubt you will not be able to believe this…

You even don’t believe the God…

Last opportunity

You have missed everything by choosing to be silent…

Trying to uplift my venture is an act of divinity…

Either way I’ll say thank you…

If you choose to respond I’ll say thank you…

If you don’t choose to respond I’ll say double thank you…

Because

Either way you’re helping me to win this lonely battle…

I’m not calling you individually….

At this juncture I don’t know whom to call….

Even I have decided not to talk to my mother as it appears to me that she hates my phone calls…

Why should I call and trouble her at this age…

I am forgiving her considering her age…

But will the GOD forgive her I don’t know…

Once again I request each member of the family to respond to my appeal….

No blogging in this month of April…

As I’m working tirelessly to stabilize the company I don’t want to distract …

In the first week of May month I will resume my blogging once again…

The first blog in the month of May will be about how I made fertility blog a successful

I’m posting this article without correcting any mistakes…

Because time is getting late…

At about 7.30 pm I spoke to my mother..

Now the time is 8.45 pm…

This is my response to my mother’s response in the phone call

Thank you…

Praveen Ben