Punch
I was going to write about Gaudi. It was the next step in my Spanish chronicle. I was going to write about Balsa Man, in all of its miniature burning glory. I had a plan. But then some asshole punched me in the face.
Let me take a couple of steps back here. We are literally going to back up a couple of steps, the steps leading out of the Very Serious Circus School. It is 8:30 and I am leaving the Very Serious Circus School, having just finished my workout. I am wearing my gym clothes (tights, knee-high socks, shorts, leotard) with a sweatshirt and 20-hole boots. There is a gym bag slung over my shoulder. I pass a man smoking a cigarette in front of that vegetarian Indian restaurant that I never go to. As soon as I pass him, he starts to follow me.
Naive creature that I am, I slow down because I think that he may want to pass me on the sidewalk. He does not want to pass me. He keeps pace with me and flashes me a fist full of bills. Oh. I see. This asshole thinks that I'm a prostitute - a prostitute catering to sweaty gym clothes fetishists in a thoroughly middle-class neighborhood next to the teaching hospital. I shake my head. I don't think that I really need to do anything more to make it clear that I am not interested in trading sex for money. I cross the street towards the park, where my car is located. Halfway through the crosswalk I realize that he is still close behind me. I reach into my pocket and pull out my keys. See, creepy man? I am going to my car. I have places to be and they don't involve you. He does not appear to have received my subtle message. I close my fist around the keys, with the sharpest key sticking out between my fingers.
At this point, I realize that I need to stop at the corner. The place where I am parked is dark and there is no one else around. If I am going to shake this guy, I have reached the last relatively safe place in which to do so. I stop. He flashes his fist full of bills again. Apparently, "I am going to stab you with my keys," translates as "hey baby, let's go back to my place." He reaches out to grab me. I push his hand away and tell him to fuck off. He fails to fuck off. He's still standing there. For a moment, we face off and I get a very good look at him. I look carefully. I think, do I know this guy? Is this someone playing a joke on me? Is he waiting for me to recognize him so we can have a laugh? And while I am thinking, Assaulty Assaulterson punches me in the face.
I would like to take this moment to thank my friends in the East Bay, who met with me every Sunday morning for many years so that we could hit each other with sticks. Because of them, I know what it is like to be hit hard and I am not afraid. Because of them, my first reaction to being punched in the face is to reach out with my left hand, the hand which is not holding the car keys, and punch him in the throat. I feel my knuckles connect with his larynx. Assaulty looks surprised. His cigarette wobbles between his lips. I yell at him to go away. And he does so, running.
My nose is running. I take a moment to make sure that it's not blood. I pinch my face to make sure that my nose isn't broken. I run my tongue over my teeth to make sure I won't need an emergency trip to the dentist. I wait an extra minute to make sure that he isn't coming back, and then I walk to my car. I drive home. I put the car in the garage. I pull an ice pack out of the freezer. I Twitter and wait for the swelling to go down.
I never feel scared. I never feel the rush of adrenaline. I feel the way I feel at the top of the rope, thirty feet up in the air, doing a trick I've done a hundred times before. I know that I should be scared, but I don't feel anything. I am sitting on the couch, laptop across my knees, trying to play Scrabble when I feel a lump in my throat like I'm going to cry. That's when it occurs to me that I should file a police report.
I call 911. I have never called the police before in my life. I must be shaken up by then, because I mix up the name of the street where the Very Serious Circus School is located. They send a couple of policemen to the Bunker to take a report. By the time the police arrive, J has come home. The police are very impressed with the Bunker. J talks with one of the guys about the cats and painting the walls and all of our art while the other one takes my statement. I describe my attacker in detail. What was he wearing? How tall was he? What did he weigh? Would you recognize him if you saw him again? I don't think that they will find him, but if they do, I hope his throat hurts.
Let me take a couple of steps back here. We are literally going to back up a couple of steps, the steps leading out of the Very Serious Circus School. It is 8:30 and I am leaving the Very Serious Circus School, having just finished my workout. I am wearing my gym clothes (tights, knee-high socks, shorts, leotard) with a sweatshirt and 20-hole boots. There is a gym bag slung over my shoulder. I pass a man smoking a cigarette in front of that vegetarian Indian restaurant that I never go to. As soon as I pass him, he starts to follow me.
Naive creature that I am, I slow down because I think that he may want to pass me on the sidewalk. He does not want to pass me. He keeps pace with me and flashes me a fist full of bills. Oh. I see. This asshole thinks that I'm a prostitute - a prostitute catering to sweaty gym clothes fetishists in a thoroughly middle-class neighborhood next to the teaching hospital. I shake my head. I don't think that I really need to do anything more to make it clear that I am not interested in trading sex for money. I cross the street towards the park, where my car is located. Halfway through the crosswalk I realize that he is still close behind me. I reach into my pocket and pull out my keys. See, creepy man? I am going to my car. I have places to be and they don't involve you. He does not appear to have received my subtle message. I close my fist around the keys, with the sharpest key sticking out between my fingers.
At this point, I realize that I need to stop at the corner. The place where I am parked is dark and there is no one else around. If I am going to shake this guy, I have reached the last relatively safe place in which to do so. I stop. He flashes his fist full of bills again. Apparently, "I am going to stab you with my keys," translates as "hey baby, let's go back to my place." He reaches out to grab me. I push his hand away and tell him to fuck off. He fails to fuck off. He's still standing there. For a moment, we face off and I get a very good look at him. I look carefully. I think, do I know this guy? Is this someone playing a joke on me? Is he waiting for me to recognize him so we can have a laugh? And while I am thinking, Assaulty Assaulterson punches me in the face.
I would like to take this moment to thank my friends in the East Bay, who met with me every Sunday morning for many years so that we could hit each other with sticks. Because of them, I know what it is like to be hit hard and I am not afraid. Because of them, my first reaction to being punched in the face is to reach out with my left hand, the hand which is not holding the car keys, and punch him in the throat. I feel my knuckles connect with his larynx. Assaulty looks surprised. His cigarette wobbles between his lips. I yell at him to go away. And he does so, running.
My nose is running. I take a moment to make sure that it's not blood. I pinch my face to make sure that my nose isn't broken. I run my tongue over my teeth to make sure I won't need an emergency trip to the dentist. I wait an extra minute to make sure that he isn't coming back, and then I walk to my car. I drive home. I put the car in the garage. I pull an ice pack out of the freezer. I Twitter and wait for the swelling to go down.
I never feel scared. I never feel the rush of adrenaline. I feel the way I feel at the top of the rope, thirty feet up in the air, doing a trick I've done a hundred times before. I know that I should be scared, but I don't feel anything. I am sitting on the couch, laptop across my knees, trying to play Scrabble when I feel a lump in my throat like I'm going to cry. That's when it occurs to me that I should file a police report.
I call 911. I have never called the police before in my life. I must be shaken up by then, because I mix up the name of the street where the Very Serious Circus School is located. They send a couple of policemen to the Bunker to take a report. By the time the police arrive, J has come home. The police are very impressed with the Bunker. J talks with one of the guys about the cats and painting the walls and all of our art while the other one takes my statement. I describe my attacker in detail. What was he wearing? How tall was he? What did he weigh? Would you recognize him if you saw him again? I don't think that they will find him, but if they do, I hope his throat hurts.