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The Composer's Tower

1


the wooden bridge’s


direction is the rotten


direction of dead fish


rain dyed black by a silver lake


stone rotted to let roots clutch


loathing’s root that ivy stabs in flesh


spit out the sound of rain summer like a mouldy pelt


birdsong plunging into the starving trap of the ear


hearing turned into a breach in the dawn


everything interred in the tower sounds out in music


a madman’s sodden head floats to the surface


makes the sky fall apart again and again frenziedly stirs last night


but last night will never again pass by you


A circle of dark windows open only to one person’s pain


2


the battle is only between sound and silence


you hear the corpse opening the lid and struggling up through the soil


the final day has arrived in the end at a pallid letter


time retarded just enough to forget


declaiming in the novel accents of a blood-red bird


the dead are wakened and lose to death again


you lose to a life on a page of the score


like a wrecker lectured by the clenched teeth of the dumb


write every man-faced grass shares the winter’s flow


flesh invisibly returns


flesh has elapsed in composition gone further still now


as negating light moves from note to note


3


the door bangs shut and the inquisitor’s rage changes


a father softly explains himself not at all like a father


there’s an ear aged eleven in the tower


glued to the wall by all of its years


overhearing all the time how sound dies in sound


like silence creates a stone of heaped silence


a child stands on top of the high tower


swallows the wickedness stuffed into his little hand by dark stars


the storm stuffs a silent stomach full


this June morning pulling you back into the madman’s last night


writing out the final whistle


a tower of ageing skin so easily blown away

 

Translated from the Chinese by Brian Holton
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