It’s been almost year since the Mueller report came out and since Robert Mueller was a regular fixture in my life. As with any breakup, I have taken this time to lick my wounds, prepare myself to love again, and try to manage my expectations with any future lovers—precisely what gets me into trouble time and again.
Bob Mueller filled the void of dignity and valor that Donald Trump created when he became our president. Mueller was a Marine, a career federal prosecutor, and the former director of the FBI. He was a North Star of integrity, and he became my North Star. Mueller was supposed to take down Trump and restore order to our country and faith in our institutions. I developed strong feelings for Mueller during his investigations into Russian interference—while also developing a strong sexual desire for his body to be on top of mine.
With every indictment, I fell harder. But in the end, due to no fault of his own, he ghosted me. He was a mirage in a desert of despair.
Here we are, one year later, living in a dystopian world out of the pages of science fiction, where streets in the busiest cities around the world are empty. We put on masks and gloves, risking our lives to buy supplies. The terrifying statistics of the sick and dying remind us that we are fighting an enemy we cannot see or hear and that our only defense is to stay home. We are living at the absolute worst time to have a president as dangerously incompetent as Donald Trump.
Between watching episodes of Tiger King and episodes of Trump’s daily press “briefings” and trying to find more marijuana to ingest, I quicken to something that cuts through the insanity. Out of the darkness, you, Andrew Cuomo, walk into my life, looking remarkably like the Incredible Hulk.
Governor Cuomo, do you know how dehydrated we’ve been? Do you know how thirsty we are to have a real leader, someone who can speak about policy, who can humanize statistics, who can string together a complex sentence that doesn’t contain a single lie—or just string together a complex sentence? Armed with facts, you are giving us the courage to face our fears.